away and far away. =)

hey peeps~
i wont be online for a few days.
got stuff to do.
haha. anyway, got annoyed on something.
said something and question a few questions.
but those questions was 'disalah faham' and i was to blame.
kata cuba offended the faculty. but my motive is sincere.
i really just asking whether.. ok, whatever la.
but i really intended to ask not to offend anyone.
kekadang faculty pun bodoh. ckp english x paham.
pelik. makan hati la jugak. tp maybe ada hikmah. :)
hurm xpe la. i learnt from it.
lain kali x yah tanya soklan. :) haha
anyway, wont be online for a while. really busy these days..

PS to nat, u keep in touch wit me ya. got something to spill up. hahaha. i know u gonna read this. but yeah.. :)

when ur heart is broken

haven't been good for 2 days. frustrated.

maybe it is something for me to learn again.

but i'm tired already.

no motivation anymore.

lots of friends have been helping me motivate.

some doesnt care.

but most of all i'm totally devastated.

can i just drop out?

*bengkak mata dh*

when boredom + low self esteem rule u life~

*sigh*

boredom + self esteem took over me again!

haha.

had a great morning.

boring evening.

night? haha. gonna fins something to do.

tomorrow i'm going off to JB to meet up my aunties, uncles and cousins before my sister heading of to the US to continue her studies.

nanti on 25hb Dec pun g jumpa sedara jugak. :P adehh. haha

damn, i'm so busy this holiday~!

on the 13hb Dec i will need to be back to college for feseni camp.

aaargh, i really hate my life u see~!

at the same time i felt a bit of self esteem on certain things.

though i gave a few advices to some juniors, but i myself does not believe in myself either.

so ironic~!

oh well, give motivate me please! *weak smile*

till then, jacob black rocks!

Jacob! Jacob Black! ILOVEYOU~~ haha

just went and watched 'NEW MOON' with sister yesterday.
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS DAMN HOT~!
i'm drooling over him.
move over robert pattison.
i'm on Team Jacob!
reasons of liking Jacob a.k.a taylor lautner; caring, cute, macho.
*lame reasons i know! haha*
eventually why i don't like Edward Cullen is that he is kinda lembik & cheesy.
seyesly mmg la tak tergoda. pergh, sbb dier lelaki yg x macho.
haha. so no-no for edward cullen~ but robert pattison played the role well. :)
however, i still have vote for JACOB BLACK!
he's hot!! XD *aqela angau*
hehe.. lalalalala. taylor lautner yg hot~! :P
and i think the cullen dad is hot as well.
CARLISLE CULLEN~!
yeah yeah i may seems like someone way older. tp dier real life baru cam 30++.
so x jauh sgt pun. hahahaha.


*taa-daa*
this is the guy CARLISLE CULLEN~
the 2nd pix is the real guy. anyhow i think he is hot beside taylor lautner.
you might know that he is married to jennie garth who played kelly in beverly hills;90210.
yg dulu2 pun citer tu. not the new revamp 90210. but the oled version. :)
*LOL* i think this guy is hot! :)

based on a blog.. haha

okay there is nothing related about the title. but just wanted to update a blog. haha.
though i just read a few blogs of my friends. indeed some got interesting facts.
yeah i'm an avid follower. XD quite la. see how the mood are at the moments.
so have quite a lot of time. so kinda follow a few. listing of blog i followed often are:

1. Natrah
2. Clive
3. LiaFareesya
4. Waaz (yg dh lama sgt x update. haha~! :P)
5. Azrie (sama kes ngan waaz. XD)
6. Husna (haa.. ni pun sama..)

so basically yg often tu ada 3 je la yg active~ :)
clive got great stuff to talk about. what is the world is doing and what people are thinking. general stuff u see. nice~! nat is quite the same as me. update whats we're doing and feel. quite common stuffs~ haha as for lia's blog, i don't know why. but indeed i am very subuk-ing in her blog. just had the feeling to read. haha. tp mmg selalu ikut. hana ada entry blog yg agak menarik selalu. so suka baca jugak.
okay~! seems like i am like giving review of what i read on every friends blog, though no offence. i just like u guys blog. ;)

books? think again. :)

*wink wink*
i went to big bad wolf book warehouse just now for the 2nd time.
haha. got a lot of books.
though i knew i wouldn't read some of it. haha. some are books that i bought for suka hati.
some are good. see how. what mood i'm in, i'll read. :)
oh, yeah. there a few of my friends who work part time there at the big bad wolf warehouse which are: Wanie, Farah & Matt. so, when i went 1st time on the 1st day(26 Nov) i met up wit all 3 of them. *farah muka stress dowh time tu. hehe :D* but sekejap je, sbb jumpa time nak bayar. but there are a lot of kinda new books and damn cheap. weeeeeeee~! i like to go books warehouse. :)
however i'm still searching for a book that Clive had suggested me, which is the title is 'Suzanne's diary for Nicholas'.
i have read review saying that it was a good book indeed~
so i'm kinda eager to find it at the nearest bookstore. :)
thx en Clive~ huhu. sy sgt bosan, oleh itu akan pergi bookstore lagi for another round for the book that have been suggested. :)

**i kinda miss my lovely friends: emi, arre, nat to come back from Latihan Industri~! wei korg cepat la balik. bosan la tanpa korg. uwaaaaa~! cepat la. then i miss somebody. haha. tak tau kenapa tp asyik teringat this specific person. why? :)*

when not heal, what would u do?

okay, might not so good. i have no tips as well. however, what would you do when u are not yet heal from a thing or 2 of a problem that you are having?*eh betul ke ayat ni? haha* as for me, basically, i will be a bit moody. haha. tp kalo borak2 with me, its okay. just talk to me about anything, but not about the specific problem i'm having. though sometimes u will notice that i went out often if i'm in a problem. haha. yup2. eat more, go out more. hahaha.

anyway, can anyone suggest me what book to read? i'm kinda bored this holiday. hehe. :)

*take note* i going to marry DS, people~!

okay people!
please sit down. i wanna announce something..
i'm going to get married.
wit DS~!
not Derek Sheridan or Daniel Scott or daging special burger ke.
tp DATA STRUCTURE~!!!
ya, itu la jejaka idaman saya.
tepat 28 December ni akan kawen lg ngan DS tu ek.
sila dtg ke majlis perkahwinan aqela ngan en DATA STRUCTURE di DK1~!
sumer dijemput hadir.

*dlm hati aqela tgh menyumpah seranah si mr ctk nie. adess. dier nak suh amik baper kali atau aqela bodoh sgt data structure nie.*

rosak benar feeling raya aidiladha kali nie~~

adakah saya benar-benar bodoh DATA STRUCTURE?? sila jawab kan. sgt sakit hati ni.. :((

selamat hari raya aidiladha~

selamat hari raya aidiladha people~
who ever u are, have a wonderful raya.
:)

PS aqela sgt bosan ni~! adehh. huhuhu

off to Thailand~!

flight at 700am on 22hb Nov to Chiang Mai~

need to be there at 4am. damn early. haha

excited though for the flight. i love flight! hehe

happy for shopping as well. weeeee~ :)

all the way, shopping.

just wait for me to come back home, okay~~

XD lalalalalala