when boredom + low self esteem rule u life~

*sigh*

boredom + self esteem took over me again!

haha.

had a great morning.

boring evening.

night? haha. gonna fins something to do.

tomorrow i'm going off to JB to meet up my aunties, uncles and cousins before my sister heading of to the US to continue her studies.

nanti on 25hb Dec pun g jumpa sedara jugak. :P adehh. haha

damn, i'm so busy this holiday~!

on the 13hb Dec i will need to be back to college for feseni camp.

aaargh, i really hate my life u see~!

at the same time i felt a bit of self esteem on certain things.

though i gave a few advices to some juniors, but i myself does not believe in myself either.

so ironic~!

oh well, give motivate me please! *weak smile*

till then, jacob black rocks!

Jacob! Jacob Black! ILOVEYOU~~ haha

just went and watched 'NEW MOON' with sister yesterday.
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS DAMN HOT~!
i'm drooling over him.
move over robert pattison.
i'm on Team Jacob!
reasons of liking Jacob a.k.a taylor lautner; caring, cute, macho.
*lame reasons i know! haha*
eventually why i don't like Edward Cullen is that he is kinda lembik & cheesy.
seyesly mmg la tak tergoda. pergh, sbb dier lelaki yg x macho.
haha. so no-no for edward cullen~ but robert pattison played the role well. :)
however, i still have vote for JACOB BLACK!
he's hot!! XD *aqela angau*
hehe.. lalalalala. taylor lautner yg hot~! :P
and i think the cullen dad is hot as well.
CARLISLE CULLEN~!
yeah yeah i may seems like someone way older. tp dier real life baru cam 30++.
so x jauh sgt pun. hahahaha.


*taa-daa*
this is the guy CARLISLE CULLEN~
the 2nd pix is the real guy. anyhow i think he is hot beside taylor lautner.
you might know that he is married to jennie garth who played kelly in beverly hills;90210.
yg dulu2 pun citer tu. not the new revamp 90210. but the oled version. :)
*LOL* i think this guy is hot! :)

based on a blog.. haha

okay there is nothing related about the title. but just wanted to update a blog. haha.
though i just read a few blogs of my friends. indeed some got interesting facts.
yeah i'm an avid follower. XD quite la. see how the mood are at the moments.
so have quite a lot of time. so kinda follow a few. listing of blog i followed often are:

1. Natrah
2. Clive
3. LiaFareesya
4. Waaz (yg dh lama sgt x update. haha~! :P)
5. Azrie (sama kes ngan waaz. XD)
6. Husna (haa.. ni pun sama..)

so basically yg often tu ada 3 je la yg active~ :)
clive got great stuff to talk about. what is the world is doing and what people are thinking. general stuff u see. nice~! nat is quite the same as me. update whats we're doing and feel. quite common stuffs~ haha as for lia's blog, i don't know why. but indeed i am very subuk-ing in her blog. just had the feeling to read. haha. tp mmg selalu ikut. hana ada entry blog yg agak menarik selalu. so suka baca jugak.
okay~! seems like i am like giving review of what i read on every friends blog, though no offence. i just like u guys blog. ;)

books? think again. :)

*wink wink*
i went to big bad wolf book warehouse just now for the 2nd time.
haha. got a lot of books.
though i knew i wouldn't read some of it. haha. some are books that i bought for suka hati.
some are good. see how. what mood i'm in, i'll read. :)
oh, yeah. there a few of my friends who work part time there at the big bad wolf warehouse which are: Wanie, Farah & Matt. so, when i went 1st time on the 1st day(26 Nov) i met up wit all 3 of them. *farah muka stress dowh time tu. hehe :D* but sekejap je, sbb jumpa time nak bayar. but there are a lot of kinda new books and damn cheap. weeeeeeee~! i like to go books warehouse. :)
however i'm still searching for a book that Clive had suggested me, which is the title is 'Suzanne's diary for Nicholas'.
i have read review saying that it was a good book indeed~
so i'm kinda eager to find it at the nearest bookstore. :)
thx en Clive~ huhu. sy sgt bosan, oleh itu akan pergi bookstore lagi for another round for the book that have been suggested. :)

**i kinda miss my lovely friends: emi, arre, nat to come back from Latihan Industri~! wei korg cepat la balik. bosan la tanpa korg. uwaaaaa~! cepat la. then i miss somebody. haha. tak tau kenapa tp asyik teringat this specific person. why? :)*

when not heal, what would u do?

okay, might not so good. i have no tips as well. however, what would you do when u are not yet heal from a thing or 2 of a problem that you are having?*eh betul ke ayat ni? haha* as for me, basically, i will be a bit moody. haha. tp kalo borak2 with me, its okay. just talk to me about anything, but not about the specific problem i'm having. though sometimes u will notice that i went out often if i'm in a problem. haha. yup2. eat more, go out more. hahaha.

anyway, can anyone suggest me what book to read? i'm kinda bored this holiday. hehe. :)

*take note* i going to marry DS, people~!

okay people!
please sit down. i wanna announce something..
i'm going to get married.
wit DS~!
not Derek Sheridan or Daniel Scott or daging special burger ke.
tp DATA STRUCTURE~!!!
ya, itu la jejaka idaman saya.
tepat 28 December ni akan kawen lg ngan DS tu ek.
sila dtg ke majlis perkahwinan aqela ngan en DATA STRUCTURE di DK1~!
sumer dijemput hadir.

*dlm hati aqela tgh menyumpah seranah si mr ctk nie. adess. dier nak suh amik baper kali atau aqela bodoh sgt data structure nie.*

rosak benar feeling raya aidiladha kali nie~~

adakah saya benar-benar bodoh DATA STRUCTURE?? sila jawab kan. sgt sakit hati ni.. :((

selamat hari raya aidiladha~

selamat hari raya aidiladha people~
who ever u are, have a wonderful raya.
:)

PS aqela sgt bosan ni~! adehh. huhuhu

off to Thailand~!

flight at 700am on 22hb Nov to Chiang Mai~

need to be there at 4am. damn early. haha

excited though for the flight. i love flight! hehe

happy for shopping as well. weeeee~ :)

all the way, shopping.

just wait for me to come back home, okay~~

XD lalalalalala

*Outing~*

exam belum habis lg.

tp kami pergi menonton movie sebentar hari ni. sekejap je.

tgk movie + mkn + amik gmbr yg sgt banyak. haha..

actually kind of like teruja tgk movie kat the Gardens.

so we went and watched "the box" at the Gardens.

to tell u the truth, it is so BORING!

seyesly boring..

yg best pun sbb James Marsden handsome~~

hahaha...

"The Time Traveller's Wife" movie is even better~!

yeah, the movie that starred by Eric Bana & Rachael McAdam.
it's a sweet movie though.

anyway, our intention is to watch 2012, but change to 'the box' tu.

tension dowh cerita tu. huhu.

anyway, enjoy the pictures we had been taking maniacly~

haha

ha

i'm suffering~

just got back from night rider event II.

with azrie, nadhrah as well 1st year junior FSKTM; bazli ngan alif. :)

best giler. kitaorg g medan selera dkt mana ntah, tp area vistana hotel.

next destination were dataran merdeka tp sekejap sbb sunyi giler.

then we went to stop at 7-11 at the dataran merdeka as well heading to shah alam for a ronda-ronda!

haha. it was definitely fun!

weeeeeee~!

sgt best bg saya yg sgt kecewa.

seriously i was DAMN devastated today!

how seriously i wanted to cried at warung the moment i got to know the truth.

i reached back to college at 10.10pm at night.

then went off to eat dinner at warung wit azrie + nadh~

was happy 1stly, then felt dumb the next moment.

i was definitely admire the person and was about to get to know him.

only to discover i was cheated.

he definitely played me.

i was shocked to know he was eventually close to a person i trust.

i mean that i knew the girl who was with him had a boyfriend~!

cos i knew i saw & tegur her before when she went dating wit her bf.

they might be friends.

but can a friend be having dinner, just the 2 of them & lepak together just the 2 of them for like 3 days or so?

i don't know. i might jump into conclusion so fast, but i know i was hurt!

DEFINITELY IT HURTS!

i was down!

i talked to the girl when i, azrie and nadh went to DM.

haha. but my mind was elsewhere. i couldn't straight.. *weak smile*

soon i discovered i went night ranger with all 4 of FSKTM students of different year intake!! haha

padan muka! amat la tensen ngan exam x prepare sgt, pastu kena sebijik bdk yg diminati ngan org lain. *weeeee... benci~!*

i was so hurt even what other said to me i couldn't accept.

so... i went off to sms-ing husna about it!

damn love her for being supportive! as well as azrie + nadhrah for being there!

love the 3 of them for being there.. :)

appreciated u guys much. XD

lepas sms-ing husna, i sms-ing firdaus. *my fave 1st year guy junior*

thx a bunch to him for giving me a supportive shoulder and inspiration!

thanks for supporting me and on my side.

the way husna, azrie + nadhrah been supportive the whole night and morning!

haha. oh x habaq yg kitaorg kuar gi jalan2 kat kl from 12 in the morning to 6am~!!!!

woooohooo!

kami gila... hahahahhahahaha..

anyway, take note that i still HURT~!

but thanks for the ride~! totally forgot about it the whole 6 hours. hahaha..

aqela is moving on~~