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Sunday, November 8, 2009

i'm suffering~

just got back from night rider event II.
with azrie, nadhrah as well 1st year junior FSKTM; bazli ngan alif. :)
best giler. kitaorg g medan selera dkt mana ntah, tp area vistana hotel.
next destination were dataran merdeka tp sekejap sbb sunyi giler.
then we went to stop at 7-11 at the dataran merdeka as well heading to shah alam for a ronda-ronda!
haha. it was definitely fun!
weeeeeee~!
sgt best bg saya yg sgt kecewa.
seriously i was DAMN devastated today!
how seriously i wanted to cried at warung the moment i got to know the truth.
i reached back to college at 10.10pm at night.
then went off to eat dinner at warung wit azrie + nadh~
was happy 1stly, then felt dumb the next moment.
i was definitely admire the person and was about to get to know him.
only to discover i was cheated.
he definitely played me.
i was shocked to know he was eventually close to a person i trust.
i mean that i knew the girl who was with him had a boyfriend~!
cos i knew i saw & tegur her before when she went dating wit her bf.
they might be friends.
but can a friend be having dinner, just the 2 of them & lepak together just the 2 of them for like 3 days or so?
i don't know. i might jump into conclusion so fast, but i know i was hurt!
DEFINITELY IT HURTS!
i was down!
i talked to the girl when i, azrie and nadh went to DM.
haha. but my mind was elsewhere. i couldn't straight.. *weak smile*
soon i discovered i went night ranger with all 4 of FSKTM students of different year intake!! haha
padan muka! amat la tensen ngan exam x prepare sgt, pastu kena sebijik bdk yg diminati ngan org lain. *weeeee... benci~!*
i was so hurt even what other said to me i couldn't accept.
so... i went off to sms-ing husna about it!
damn love her for being supportive! as well as azrie + nadhrah for being there!
love the 3 of them for being there.. :)
appreciated u guys much. XD
lepas sms-ing husna, i sms-ing firdaus. *my fave 1st year guy junior*
thx a bunch to him for giving me a supportive shoulder and inspiration!
thanks for supporting me and on my side.
the way husna, azrie + nadhrah been supportive the whole night and morning!
haha. oh x habaq yg kitaorg kuar gi jalan2 kat kl from 12 in the morning to 6am~!!!!
woooohooo!
kami gila... hahahahhahahaha..
anyway, take note that i still HURT~!
but thanks for the ride~! totally forgot about it the whole 6 hours. hahaha..
aqela is moving on~~

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