Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan~

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan~!

i can't wait for it.

nak puasa nak puasa.

here i would like to wish:

my family

my aunty and uncle as well as my cousins

my friends

everyone

a happy ramadhan~! :)

kecik hati!

alamak.

qiqi kecik hati.

jangan tanya dengan siapa.

tp mmg kecik hati sgt.

but what the heck~!

it's like i cannot live all by myself larr.

haha. tp mmg kecik hati amat!

seyesly i was thinking

are u dumb for not noticing?

tp xpe la.

i dun really mind what happened

:P

tralalalala.

now all i want is that u to zip off urself together and shut up!

life harry potter movie. *ahaks*

don't u even believe all of what i wrote for my blog title. most of it is differ from what i wrote though. :D hehe. anyway, it been a few days, oh no, a weeks and half something like that since i wrote about the harry potter movie, which was marvelous~! now we going to move on to something different. some stuffs i did after the last event i wrote. basically just last week, i had helped out in 'gantung-ing' the bendera around college. it was pretty fun since i rarely in a project cos i am very the 'm.a.l.a.s'~ but it was fun~ i don't know. i find everything fun, everything new is nice to learn + experience though. :) on the friday 31 July i went to PC Fair with syikin. we HAD massive fun~! hahaha. kelakar dowh beli printer yg besar. dah la dua-dua budak comel ni (me & syikin. hehe) kecik org nye. nak angkat printer tu, mmg la nampak cam bdk sekolah angkut printer. dah la berat + besar in sense of the kotak. :P tapi best la. hehe. i bought myself a laptop bag. yeah, it sound weird~ hehe.

then last week was pretty much hectic. my sister demam, so i went back home to jaga her for a while, since there is no one at home. ok, to make things clear, she had high fever. so need to go home. kalo demam biasa tak payah la jugak nak balik. :) huhu. then i had meetings on thursday night. ada 2 meetings; satu ngan eileen with all the seni club pengarah. dier menanya kan bila nak start ni nasyid? YES, I'm the Nasyid Pengarah. jgn gelak ok?! hehe. ada kelakar sikit. ;P ok then after the meeting, i need to go and do an audition. then i had my biro tugas-tugas khas meeting with my AJK. asking their opinion on the baju and other related stuff we need to do. sigh~ very tiring! on friday, which is yesterday, i went to decorate the board again with my 2 other AJK. i'm felt guilty for making them turun, but i had to. ada AJK saya yg x bagus. ada 2 org. baik x payah amik awal2. satu tu mmg x pernah datang jugak. menyampah betul! so far, luckily i had AJK yg bagus. suka suka. :)pastu tengahari tu pukul 1250 camtu, pergi derma darah. huhu. bengkak tangan kat area yg kena cucuk. cam best lak tgk dier bengkak! hahaha. betul , cantik je. :P terkagum tgk bengkak sendiri. hehe.

this is the bengkak-ness. excited. :)

i went tu FESKUM evening. ok la. best jugak. tak byk bukak lagi. tp yang tudung2 tu sumer dh bukak. saya sgt suka!! hehe. i just cannot resist the tudung section and baju. or even the cute stuff. but see how la i can control myself. haha. :) going to feskum again later. :)

last but not least, i discovered that i have MOVED ON from the specific person. friends will know who it is. these days however, i saw him dating too many times. got bored already. kata x nak dating. but eventually i know the words will never last. u tell me la, siapa x nak dating. *ahaks, ok ada la kot xnak dating* but ye la, sakit ati je time 1st tau. cakap x serupa bikin apa. kesengalan aje. nasib x kena sepak dengan org. bengong betul budak tu. entah apa entah..

anyway, i better chiow now. gonna meet another friend later. as well doing some homework~ haha.

:)

Harry Potter and me!

woohoo~! i have watch Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince already~ i know its a late entry but yeah. i was busy hanging out with my cuzens n aunty as well as my siblings this weekend. *LOL* haha. anyway, i went to watch harry on saturday night at 930pm at One Utama. haha kinda of rushing back from tropicana city mall, where my brother is looking for a russian brand watch. luckily we managed to reached home fast and pick up the others like my sisters, cousins and aunty. harry potter 6 ROCKS~! i'm really satisfied with it!! the movie is soo damn cool. i'm sooo loving it. haha. i give it a 2 thumbs up for it. i don't mind watching it twice. i find this harry potter 6 was way better than the previous. i LOVE ron weasley~! *dang* he's my fave among the 3. ok somehow i'm not a fan of harry much. i like the weasley family more. *ting ting* suddenly i lost interest in transformers 3. lalalala. hehe. i mean, u know! its the Harry Potter season now. so ar, yeah. it's time for Harry~! move on bumblebee! *isk isk, actually i like bumblebee too*

*** small note: i manage to go shopping as well the next day after watching Harry. hohoho. i bought a pair of jeans from Giordano, 2 shirts from Nichii and another shirt from this shop in tropicana city mall. hoho. byk dh spending~! gila la. bulan ni je dh berapa byk dh habis guna! aiyoo. mesti kena marah.. *boink qiqi*

i hate my new sem! *LOL* :p

:D tajuk yg x memberangsangkan! *LOL* anyway, i have a terrible start of the semester this time around. too many changes of schedule and more. it does make me a bit pening already. oh God! do help me. too many clash between classes. so i really annoyed already! seyesly annoyed sebab byk x amik lg kan. tu yg bengang tu. bengong! uwahh, dh la tukar tak inform kami. x ke sengal. pastu tutorial clash pulak. dh mintak nak tukar tp minoriti je yg clash(which is 3 org je). aiyoo, susah la camnie! :( uhuks..

[away~!]

broken heart ke? not me. maybe. [done]

perasaan hari ini kurang baik~! entah mengapa. maybe sebab ternampak sesuatu yg unexpected. terkejut kah saya? yup. terkejut bangat. kenapa terkejut? entah. tp x perlu. sebab saya rasa saya mempunyai hati yg kuat mcm tiger biskut. berikut luahan hati dan keluhan hati. =) kekadang terasa tertipu kerana si DIA sebab teringin DIA. tp ku pasrah udah. kumbang bukan seorg! *aqela smile ok~!* :)


am i broken hearted? 50/50

did i actually knew the case where the person actually did have someone special?
yes, i doubt he did, but he didn't tell me the truth. always told me he is scared to be in love.

am i sad? most probably~!

am i jealous?
not really cos i knew somewhere deep inside he have someone. i knew cos he couldn't accept me.

am i a damn ass to believe him? maybe. to think back, yeah maybe.

have i actually moved on with life without him? yeah. something like 60/40 or 70/30.

will i eventually forget him? yeah, i know i will. but it takes time.

why did i feel pain? i have no idea

do i still like him? no~! *seriously*

why i sometimes feel pity for myself? cos i think i wasn't that confident. can't fight for what i want. i am weak. i din't get what i want. FULL STOP.( *.*')V

why did i still felt the pain, not a pang of jealous, but the pain of looking to things i didn't get?
no idea. the feeling is something complex..

[end for now]

**feeling sad but not so. macam mana tu? hahaha*

**1st Day**

today is the 1st day of a new semester. not really a nice semester it seems cos a lot of our batch friends is not here. it supposed to be the fun time. haha. but somehow this semester is kind of lonely. don't you think so? i didn't have class with most of my friends, thought most of them are doing intership this semester. sigh~! i miss them already! *LOL* where is my friends when i need them? :D hehe. yeah, there are a few friends who i'm going to hav e dinner together is not here this semester. ooh, being emo again~ :) hehe **i'm in the missing mood** :)

today i just went to 2 classes which are TCEE and Statistics. Okay, the statistic is soo damn boring one. i really bored in the class causing me to fell asleep sebab tetiba ada lecturer. bosan giler. dh la xde note pastu buku pun xde. bosan giler nak mati! adoi..

ooh wait, will write soon. gonna eat dinner at the hall downstair. see u a bit later..

**new sem coming~! oh no!**

new sem is coming~! only 4 days more and i hate it. uwaa. i wanted to be on holiday some more. i really do. i do not know why i'm so lazy. hoho. i thought of going out with a friend either thursday or friday, but haven't decide yet. i'm so lazy to meet up during weekend coz always pack with people. i don't like when it comes to crowded people. so hectic~! hehe anyway, this new semester i need to work hard and strunggle to improve my result. chaiyok~! :D

oh yeah, this week is the minggu haluan siswa 09/10 for the new students until this friday. i seen some of them yesterday when i went to UM to pick my sister from work. huhu. kinda excited to see new students. :)

anyway, no idea now. will write more~

gone baby gone

*weak*
*happy it's holiday*
*bored*
*loving holiday*
*blur*
*frustrated*

ok ok. haha. move on. can u believe the holiday got only 9 or 10 days left before the semester starts? *sigh* i want more holiday~! cis memang mengada. hahaha. dah ada 2 bulan cuti nak cuti lagi. :D anyway, i practically don't have the mood for the study season at the moment. *LOL* i dont wanna come back to UM. haha. but what to do? my home is practically behind UM itself~! haha. i can even see 10th college from my house. *aqela bengong* huhu.

anyway, i just read a friend's blog. she just came back from Umrah. it reminds me about my Umrah one year ago. exactly a year from the time she went. what she wrote was practically 'indah'~! haha. yeah, because at the time when i went to Mecca and Madinah, i felt completely free, happy. i didn't even think about my life here in KL. haha. it didn't even came up to me for the 2 whole weeks, except when i was going back home already. :p however reading her stories and side of view make me think about the feeling i had a year ago when i went for Umrah myself. what an experience though. :) nice moment and wanted to go again. i have a few places/countries myself that i want to visit in the future. you know, france, italy, korea, finland, indonesia (again~!). hehe.

so, this holiday i kinda have done a few things. i'm not sure of saying that i'm proud that i finished doing it. haha. here some:
serious task: PiTUM booklet.
my brother project booklet. (this one i wanna see the output. its gonna be
turned to be a book)

books that i read: stargirl by jerry spinelli
if u could see me now by cecilia ahern
milkweed by jerry spinelli
the broken bridge by phillip pullman.

movies: night at the museum 2
state of play

dramas: boys over flower, korean
bloody monday
ryusei something2. (haha cannot remember the title)
ugly betty season 3 (half way. didn't download another half. hayya..)

okey dokey babes~! i'm lost in translation again. gonna finish here at the moment. am discussing with my brother what time are we going to watch Transformer 2. SHIA!! wait for me~!

here FIND by SS501. my jihu a.k.a kim hyung jool~!

**5 things** part 1

5 things i like:
travelling
sleep
watching movie
shopping
playing computer games
**extra >> sleeping <<

5 books i like
kira-kira by ***** (can't remember the author name)
all harry potter books
milkweed by jerry spellmen
ps i love u by cecilia ahern
if i could see u know by cecilia ahern

5 movies i like
transformers
lord of the rings trilogy
harry potter trilogy
27 dresses
dark water (japanese)

5 dramas i like
CSI (vegas and NY)
ugly betty
boys over flower (korean)
my girl (korean)
supernatural

5 actors i like
kim hyung jool!
ewan mcgregor
shia labeouf
jensen ackles
daniel craig

continue later. this is because i'm bored. haha