perasaan hari ini kurang baik~! entah mengapa. maybe sebab ternampak sesuatu yg unexpected. terkejut kah saya? yup. terkejut bangat. kenapa terkejut? entah. tp x perlu. sebab saya rasa saya mempunyai hati yg kuat mcm tiger biskut. berikut luahan hati dan keluhan hati. =) kekadang terasa tertipu kerana si DIA sebab teringin DIA. tp ku pasrah udah. kumbang bukan seorg! *aqela smile ok~!* :)
am i broken hearted? 50/50
did i actually knew the case where the person actually did have someone special?
yes, i doubt he did, but he didn't tell me the truth. always told me he is scared to be in love.
am i sad? most probably~!
am i jealous?
not really cos i knew somewhere deep inside he have someone. i knew cos he couldn't accept me.
am i a damn ass to believe him? maybe. to think back, yeah maybe.
have i actually moved on with life without him? yeah. something like 60/40 or 70/30.
will i eventually forget him? yeah, i know i will. but it takes time.
why did i feel pain? i have no idea
do i still like him? no~! *seriously*
why i sometimes feel pity for myself? cos i think i wasn't that confident. can't fight for what i want. i am weak. i din't get what i want. FULL STOP.( *.*')V
why did i still felt the pain, not a pang of jealous, but the pain of looking to things i didn't get?
no idea. the feeling is something complex..
[end for now]
**feeling sad but not so. macam mana tu? hahaha*
Artificial Flower Arrangements
5 years ago
4 comments:
holoh holoh..
sape kah si dia?/
sampai skunk syak x tau lagi...
qela pandai simpan rahsia ok.. :P
hehe. erm org itu bdk kolej 8th. hurm, dier ada lelaki idaman yg x kesampaian. hahaha. ayat sedih lak. :P
just about to ask which one.
well i thought the other one hehe.
hehe. not mr z.coz mr z tu cam baik sgt. haha. anyway, x pernah ckp ngan dier. tp kalo jd kwn pun best kan? hehe
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