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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

cinta ku~!

lalalala.
i still have a few assginments left. very lazy already lorh. haha


SAD [DONE]
ISM [ALMOST DONE]
THEORY ORGANIZATION [DONE]
SECURITY [EMPTY-HANDED] hehee. yg ni paling teruks~! *LOL*


however, just presentation is on the way. almost finish! after that, everything will be done. i'm really penat already.. cinta ku kepada assignments hampir habis. haha. hurry hurry friday to come! i want to go back home.. :D

anyway, about 'cinta ku', haha. no sure what to say. what i can definitely say is that I'M TOTALLY OVER HIM~! oh okay la. tak la so totally over la. but have improved already. i think i have been stronger. haha. weird~ but definitely not so gila like i used to be when i saw him. when i actually see him, i don't have those feeling i used to be. u know, the feeling of happy, suka, muka malu2, hati berbunga2, asyik nak senyum sorang2 nye perasaan tu. alaah perasaan tu la.. haha. dah tak ada dah. quite surprising i was quite over him agak cepat. basically over yg frust menonggeng teruk last week. haha. last week, u should not see me! seriously muka penyek. hahaha. mata lebam ari2. tido lambat + nangis. hahaha. mcm panda yg disayangi azri! haha. dah la time tu nak kena submit assignment DS kekasih hati ku yang ke-dua. teehee~ wahahaaha, tp sgt rindu nak cakap ngan dier masa before everything like this happens. i felt happy at the time~ because i felt i had someone to talk to me + give me support. or what i can say someone who listen on a guy side. for girl side, tak payah ckp la. i had so MANY good friends to talk to & be there for me like; wanie hanapiah, natrah, emi, arre, ada, marleni, as well as juniors who are good to me & always listen when i was damn crazy + noisy + nosy like, nadia, azrie, husna, & nadhrah. actually kan, i think i really fall hard for him. oleh itu, last week sgt frust menonggeng! tak tahu la mana betul, but i have promised myself to be more fast & furious later on. haha. have u heard of 'cinta itu buta!'. haha ok ok. that phrase xde kena mengena. haha. below is what i got from a website. pretty much inspiring~ :D suka.. walaupun kekadang doa jugak, kalo2 dier kepunyaanku! hahahaha. melampau kan. but yeah, moving on now!! will have to..


i do not want to be a stupid person who just wait & see whats gonna happen. life is what about waiting and see~! we have to make it happen. though i am a bit slow in this, i know i need to work it out. though sometimes i felt like life is unfair to me, i know i was the one who make my life this way sometimes. eventhough i may look desperate and hunger for the love of my life, i know i can life by myslef at the moment. I'm not that stupid to waste my life like that! :) life is what it is. haha. cinta mari kepadaku~! ku memerlukan mu. haha. sengal aqela~!

oh saturday ni nak balik kampung in johor bahru. me need to be going and visit my relatives before the exams start. go go! during the classes, i didnt have the time to go back and visit them. so i make myself free for a while during study week for them~! i miss them dearly and even missed my lovely cuzen wedding at Singapore~! sorry Kak Liza! i didn't manage to come to ur wedding, but i will definitely go and visit u next week ok Kak Liza! :) akan akan datang~! can't wait. haha. anyone yg ingin pesan apa2, sila bgtau qiqi ok. :D akan try belikan barang2 utkmu.

ok, will drop by soon! adios.. daaaa~


love qiqi... :D




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4 comments:

noAzrie said...

lalala kiki...

we're stil young rite??

boys do come n go, but frenz stay 4evah....

woooo....

noAzrie said...

kiki!!!!!!!!!!

i bg u award...

sile redeem form my page okey...

jb n singapore... dont forget me k...

noAzrie said...

form ???

sile btolkan ...

from...

KikiLala-Shawls said...

azrie!!
i dh baca blog u~! thx for the award!!
tee heee. terharu tergaru. :D
yeah, will get u something from singapore.
nothing much in jb~
neway, yeah. boys do come n go.
friends are always there for u~
thx! :D