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Wednesday, April 22, 2009

sedikit free~!

oops sgt lama tak post entry! sgt malas sebenarnye + konon2 nak study la jugak sebab exam month kan~! so far, baru 2 papers dh habis. next paper is next Monday on 27th April. sungguh lambat gap exam dier. x best! saya sangat x suka gap byk2! tapi x suka exam sebelah2 jugak. haha. pelik nye aqela. :D however next week sumer subject membaca. wahahaha. direct pulak tu. 27th, 29th, 30th April sumer subject membaca yg sgt banyak topics! subject itu adalah:

Organizational Theory
Information Security
System Analysis & Design

sungguh bosan~! therefore kena study ni. dh la sumer banyak topics. bukan topic sikit2. apa la! hehe. sem ni jugak, mood study xde sgt if compare ngan last semester. tak tahu kenapa sgt malas! waaaah kenapa aqela sangat malas ni sem nie? think by yourself why? :D

anyway, next issue would be about ehem2 again. kinda boring kan? teehee. tp sikit je kot nie. erm, well, actually sekarang dh xde perasaan sgt kat dier dh compare to last time. memang sangat x excited gila la cam dulu. rasa nye dulu lagi gila kot kalo jumpa. mesti sangat suka + happy + senyum sorang2. hehe. then dah kind of forget about him. suddenly a friend ym ni and tell him about my feelings. so dah start balik kegilaan nie. i mean bukan suka balik la. just i cannot stop wondering whether he actually thinks something different. how how? pls tell me. i am completely confused. not confused about my feeling, but confused of what to do next. most of my friends say 'GO! GO! KIKI GO! Go and tell him ur feeling!'. I have the high spirit and suddenly became inspire to tell him. Butwhen I wanted to actually type it, i could make it. Suddenly i become... GEDEBUSH! pengsan~! sebab sangat takut nak meluahkan. pastu kena cubit by sumer org sebab x meluahkan. memang lah tak nak kecewa, tp saya sangat takut nie. sila paham. hati aqela x kuat. hehe.. anyway, i was still thinking of how can i overcome this. this have overcome my life and i'm always so STRESSED! when i see him~ everytime i see him or his friends, i will definitely R.U.N!! seriously! aqela pasti lari. tak tahu kenapa. dah cam jadi automatic kalo jumpa, or more specific terserempak, i will definitely run or turn. i shouldn't do that right? cos it shows that i like him bukan? tapi entah. macam dh spontaneous begitu. hehe. hopefully i can forget this with peace. haha.

anyway, to the others, G.O.O.D L.U.C.K for this final exams!! Chaiyok~! :)

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