sesuatu melukakan saya~

sesuatu membuat saya terasa luka di hati.

enggak ku cerita di sini~

cuma ingin mengatakan saya tergamam.

here is what my heart is filling out:

let tell u my side of story before you ever told anyone about u felt.

u don't have to tell others about everything that u felt.

spreading it. i'm kinda tergamam.

but it's okay~ i understand the situation.

i might did the same thing, but i don't announce it to the world.

hope u come to me and tell me what u think~

did i really want to hurt u?

do i?

am i?

could i?

why would i?

i really think we're in good terms~

i don't see why this is happening!

why?

**beep beep. saje je ni. hahahaha . xde apa2 pun benda ni! heee~ just for fun!

beep beep

beep beep is my new signature. hehe.

oh well, no news updated.

i'm just bored.

nak beli baju raya, tp malas sgt.

bila nak beli entah org pun x tau.

haha. :)

saya masih mengantuk!

weeehoo.

ok will write soon.

*oh today is the 22nd day of puasa! so far right.. :) cepat nye dh nak raya. weee!

*my ramadhan is so full with loneliness*

oh well, some people might have noticed about it. but these time around, i have my ramadhan year a little bit lonely though. haha. but, it doesn't really matter. i know there are friends who invited me to bukak puasa here and there, but place n time does not really suit the timing. however, there are things that u know, you went out with other friends, then other friends kept bugging u, telling u, u have a new group of friends to hang out with. ok, sound complicated, but what the heck? i'm not being emo here alright. i know there are a few people who thinkks i'm being emo. i have think i have thought about it VERY clearly. i don't mind about u! it just that u have to stop bugging me with who i went out with! cos i really don't amik tau about u. ah well, but i do miss the old times. :D

anyway, today is the 18th day of ramadhan~! pejam celik pejam celik dh hari ke 18. waaah agak cepat la jugak kan~! sangat suka time puasa! agak menarik time puasa kerana menahan diri dr segala nye!! saya perasan saya ada menahan dr nafsu shopping dan perasaan marah. saya juga berjaya menahan diri dr membazir dr segi.. erm, ape eh, percakapan. hehe. xde la. tp dh seminggu lebih demam, selsema n batuk. tp still x hilang lagi pun sekarang. so saya amik ubat lagi nie. batuk2 n selsema ni sgt teruk! dier agak menganggu puasa saya, sebab kurang selesa di waktu siang, dimana saya menjadi lemah. tp mlm x lemah sgt. pelik~ just kalo kuar jalan2, malam pun jd sgt teruk contoh nye cam last wednesday n thursday!

anyway, till then, will write soon~! happy ramadhan everyone~!


xoxo,
qiqi