u make ur own path. ^^V

yes, that was what i believed. u lead your own path.

initially, you make so many mistakes in your life.

it's so untrue or a lie if you said you never make mistakes.

a mistake teach you!

a mistake make you stronger!

a mistake make you mature!

a mistake make you understand a reason to life for!

a mistake make you HUMAN!

however, its quite funny for those who never learn from a mistake.

but thats their choice.

:)

one day, they will..

i have learned mine.

therefore i will never make another, hopefully.

haha. *i eventually make mistakes my whole life i know*

just i hope i will not forget it is my mistakes and learn from it!

i know Allah SWT is always there for me to make me realized things in life in which i will initially forget sometimes. ;(

i wish i was a better person in future.

aminnn~! :)

mistake of mine! :)

lately saya takde perasaan. I don't know why, but yeah. I haven't update my blog much cos most of the time i'm addicted to FACEBOOK. haha. until there are a few friends kinda joking me what am i doing at the moment, they will definitely said i'm playing with facebook! oh well, its true~ :D i AM ADDICTED to facebook. tried to be away from it, but it will only last paling lama 2-3 days. hehe. actually sebab selalu bukak facebook utk main games and check a few people latest update. :)

ok eventually these days might be a few status of mine is quite down. some of it is untrue. in which the latest one. Actually, i was down, but not as down as the week before. sebab dh kena therapy kan? so i was okay dh. just saje2 buat status camtu. so for those who actually worried (maybe la ada kot, i pemes sikit *perasan* haha), don't worry~ haha. i know my mistakes and i won't tell it to you. i have seen the mistakes and i know where to betulkan and i am degil. so u can just lay back. i might not ask all of u to support me, but i know who will back me up. i might be sombong or kacang lupakan kulit, but there are people who actually won't support me. therefore i intended to back off from those people. so i won't be label. i am tiring of being label. hope u understand. i know i am very degil. i listen, but sometimes a friend words may hurt you ore. so sometimes to certain people, i can't tell my problems. it is just the way it is. one reason i can't tell a person may be cos once they hurt my feelings. so rather than happen again, i have the tendency of can't open up to them anymore. haha. sometimes you have friends who actually be-friended you for their own benefits. i am not being emotionally cos i am not at the moment. i do not feel anything. i know i can be an idiot. cos i am most of the time. but don't make it as it is my mistake most of the time. i may seem to be abandon some of my friends. but u have to eventually understand. but yeah. let just say, i wasn't that friend when u needed me kot kan?

i know these are a bit merepek. but it doesn't matter. hahaha.

as for my studies, i have a new aim! *yay* to study hard and forget the nonsense stuff around me~~ i am STRONG! i know that, but i just ignore it mostly. haha. my aim is to have a better chance and graduate happily~~~ *wink wink*

PS: eventually i miss someone deeply inside! so deep i cannot remember besar mana but that person might actually forget me. i know that person does not remember me at all! *merajuk merajuk* hahaha. rumate kata jgn sedih. sem depan kan ada lg. hahahahaaha. rumate ku kali ni paling best! cyg anda. ;) u were there when i was ugly, cantik, bengong! :P i was thankful to know u. thanks a lot!! and that is why i love her much, my rumate~

damn! i miss u~

dear people.

i'm tired of this feeling.
can i just not have this feeling anymore?
can i?
but i miss him so terribly!!
i do!
i wanted to see him today, but he got stuff to do.
i really miss him.
so much until i cannot tahan already.
uwaaaaa...
x suka this feeling~
can i just say that i like u without any shyness and be brave?
can i just scream out saying that i love u without thinking and wish u say "yes i like u too"?
can i possible have something this time.
for real.
for me.
for the love i have long enough waited for.


xoxo, aqela @ kiki

books? think again. :)

*wink wink*
i went to big bad wolf book warehouse just now for the 2nd time.
haha. got a lot of books.
though i knew i wouldn't read some of it. haha. some are books that i bought for suka hati.
some are good. see how. what mood i'm in, i'll read. :)
oh, yeah. there a few of my friends who work part time there at the big bad wolf warehouse which are: Wanie, Farah & Matt. so, when i went 1st time on the 1st day(26 Nov) i met up wit all 3 of them. *farah muka stress dowh time tu. hehe :D* but sekejap je, sbb jumpa time nak bayar. but there are a lot of kinda new books and damn cheap. weeeeeeee~! i like to go books warehouse. :)
however i'm still searching for a book that Clive had suggested me, which is the title is 'Suzanne's diary for Nicholas'.
i have read review saying that it was a good book indeed~
so i'm kinda eager to find it at the nearest bookstore. :)
thx en Clive~ huhu. sy sgt bosan, oleh itu akan pergi bookstore lagi for another round for the book that have been suggested. :)

**i kinda miss my lovely friends: emi, arre, nat to come back from Latihan Industri~! wei korg cepat la balik. bosan la tanpa korg. uwaaaaa~! cepat la. then i miss somebody. haha. tak tau kenapa tp asyik teringat this specific person. why? :)*

kecik hati!

alamak.

qiqi kecik hati.

jangan tanya dengan siapa.

tp mmg kecik hati sgt.

but what the heck~!

it's like i cannot live all by myself larr.

haha. tp mmg kecik hati amat!

seyesly i was thinking

are u dumb for not noticing?

tp xpe la.

i dun really mind what happened

:P

tralalalala.

now all i want is that u to zip off urself together and shut up!