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Showing posts with label rindu. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rindu. Show all posts

Saturday, June 5, 2010

mistake of mine! :)

lately saya takde perasaan. I don't know why, but yeah. I haven't update my blog much cos most of the time i'm addicted to FACEBOOK. haha. until there are a few friends kinda joking me what am i doing at the moment, they will definitely said i'm playing with facebook! oh well, its true~ :D i AM ADDICTED to facebook. tried to be away from it, but it will only last paling lama 2-3 days. hehe. actually sebab selalu bukak facebook utk main games and check a few people latest update. :)

ok eventually these days might be a few status of mine is quite down. some of it is untrue. in which the latest one. Actually, i was down, but not as down as the week before. sebab dh kena therapy kan? so i was okay dh. just saje2 buat status camtu. so for those who actually worried (maybe la ada kot, i pemes sikit *perasan* haha), don't worry~ haha. i know my mistakes and i won't tell it to you. i have seen the mistakes and i know where to betulkan and i am degil. so u can just lay back. i might not ask all of u to support me, but i know who will back me up. i might be sombong or kacang lupakan kulit, but there are people who actually won't support me. therefore i intended to back off from those people. so i won't be label. i am tiring of being label. hope u understand. i know i am very degil. i listen, but sometimes a friend words may hurt you ore. so sometimes to certain people, i can't tell my problems. it is just the way it is. one reason i can't tell a person may be cos once they hurt my feelings. so rather than happen again, i have the tendency of can't open up to them anymore. haha. sometimes you have friends who actually be-friended you for their own benefits. i am not being emotionally cos i am not at the moment. i do not feel anything. i know i can be an idiot. cos i am most of the time. but don't make it as it is my mistake most of the time. i may seem to be abandon some of my friends. but u have to eventually understand. but yeah. let just say, i wasn't that friend when u needed me kot kan?

i know these are a bit merepek. but it doesn't matter. hahaha.

as for my studies, i have a new aim! *yay* to study hard and forget the nonsense stuff around me~~ i am STRONG! i know that, but i just ignore it mostly. haha. my aim is to have a better chance and graduate happily~~~ *wink wink*

PS: eventually i miss someone deeply inside! so deep i cannot remember besar mana but that person might actually forget me. i know that person does not remember me at all! *merajuk merajuk* hahaha. rumate kata jgn sedih. sem depan kan ada lg. hahahahaaha. rumate ku kali ni paling best! cyg anda. ;) u were there when i was ugly, cantik, bengong! :P i was thankful to know u. thanks a lot!! and that is why i love her much, my rumate~

Saturday, February 13, 2010

nasyid nasyid!

since i've been in the nasyid team, i've been addicted to it!
i cannot help it.
but in LOVE with it already.
hari-hari rasa nak nyanyi je.
wit some people i was termedeously happy.
you can just sing everything n always wanted to be around.
kwn2 nasyid sgt best!
dh cam family~~
sgt suka..
pertandingan feseni '10 is on 18 March 2010.
persembahan nasyid utk MAK fasa 1 is a week b4 19 March 2010.
i'm guessing is on 12, 13 March.
segan gila dowh. hehe
then birthday saya is on 2 March 2010.
so many things in March. sgt suka. haha.
igt nak ajak org lain celebrate birthday saya~ hehe..
lalalalala..
anyway, here a pic of the nasyid team 2010.

Monday, July 6, 2009

**1st Day**

today is the 1st day of a new semester. not really a nice semester it seems cos a lot of our batch friends is not here. it supposed to be the fun time. haha. but somehow this semester is kind of lonely. don't you think so? i didn't have class with most of my friends, thought most of them are doing intership this semester. sigh~! i miss them already! *LOL* where is my friends when i need them? :D hehe. yeah, there are a few friends who i'm going to hav e dinner together is not here this semester. ooh, being emo again~ :) hehe **i'm in the missing mood** :)

today i just went to 2 classes which are TCEE and Statistics. Okay, the statistic is soo damn boring one. i really bored in the class causing me to fell asleep sebab tetiba ada lecturer. bosan giler. dh la xde note pastu buku pun xde. bosan giler nak mati! adoi..

ooh wait, will write soon. gonna eat dinner at the hall downstair. see u a bit later..

Thursday, April 30, 2009

hati ini memanggil kamu~

perasaan apa kah ini? saya sgt bosan. hehe. SAD exam paper baru habis today. meaning, i left only 1 paper to go, which is my beloved Data Structure~! seyesly quite tough. but i have 3 days to study harder and harder. saya nak lulus. nak sgt. pastu carry mark DS saya x bagus cam member saya. saya nak dpt sama ngan member saya, tp x dpt achieve. saya rasa sebab labtest saya x bagus. x tak dapat buat ngan baik2. saya sedih. SAD exam td pun x berapa nak okay. asyik tgk hussein madya, budak indon tu wat, saya jadi gelabah. terpikir di benak hati; "ADOI! kenapa qiqi x baca ngan byk ni? nak tulis byk2 cam hussein." hussein buat dengan sgt relax! org yg kat sebelah pulak yg takut. saya sgt blank. tak terkata apa dier nak. especially soklan no 3. yg lain ok sikit kot. confident 2 soklan je ok. lg 3, hurm.. heee menyesal nye~ tp sebab saya tengok result carry mark DS saya mlm sebelum tu kot. saya x de mood. hurm, so nampaknye kena study la utk DS kesygan ku itu. :) saya x nak tengok muka saya dlm kelas tu lagi. saya malu. sangat malu. asyik muka saya je ada dlm tu. saya sendiri bosan tgk muka saya dlm kelas tu. kalo comel + pandai nye muka xpe ar lg. ni asyik wat muka blur + mengantuk. apa la. patut malu akan diri sendiri. hehe ni pun patut baca buku DS ni. sila hafal ya~ hahaha
pastu apa lg eh.. oh yeah. siapa dh tengok 'talentime' by yasmin ahmad? pretty good movie though. that indian guy is soooo hensem~! haha. but i like the songs more la. sungguh bermakna. haha. anyway, ada satu lagu ni called 'angel' by atilia. i'm not sure whether most of u know her or not. but that is one her song beside sangkar. this song have 2 versions which is in english as well as malay, just like the other 2 songs sang by aizat called 'just one boy' and 'i go'. good translation i can say. ahaa quite good~! anyway, this is a portion of the angel song in malay, which kept singing and stuck in my brain:
angel, tunjukkan la mata hati mu
seperti selalu
ku tahu
kerdipan bintang
pasti kau hilang

(chorus)
bawa daku bersama mu
oooo
bawa daku bersama mu
oooo

ku inginkan hanya kamu
percaya la kepada ku
angin hembuskan rindu ku
ku tahu nurani diri ku
mahu ku hanya kamu
lirikan senyuman yg membisu
tetapi hanya kamu
ini x penuh tau. atas dier dh hilang. saya x dapat tangkap apa dier nyanyi. hehe.
this is the english version:

Angel
I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they fade away
Then they fade away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Would you please be my babe
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say
I love you too
Won't you please be my honey
I'm sorry that I let you down
Your eyes are breaking my heart in two
Break my heart in two
Angel
May the one above us keep you safe
Every night and dayIf he knows
How I love the smile all on your face
When you are here to stay
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
so long, so slow, yet so romantic~! haha saya agak suka lagu nie. sebab saya teringat sesuai. certain people akan tahu kenapa saya suka. ada lagu satu lagu saya suka juga. tapi nanti la saya copy and paste the lyrics.
owh how i really can't wait for holidays~! i want my holiday! i want i want i want. sgt penat dh. roomate dh packing barang. dierorg dh habis exam! best nye. apatah lagi roomate saya sempat berlawak kata 'kiki, nak coklat utk awak. utk happy2 day. exam saya dh habis and saya nak balik!' wahh jeles. haha. saya ada lagi satu paper. x best. :)
saya nak gi genting~ sapa nak teman? jom la gi ramai2. :) saya nak.