the late SELAMAT HARI RAYA wishes! *haha*

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

haven't been update fo so long~

hehe. anyway, today is the 11th day of raya already, pretty fast right? if compared with the fasting month. :) but actually i don't felt like raya this year around of 2009. i do not know why. but there is something that amiss this time. i wonder why~! hehe.

this 4 weeks gonna be my HELLest month ever. i got tons of assignments need to be done and submitted next week and the week after. sigh so many things okay?! i'm EXTREMELY stressed. eventually, i got annoyed and pissed off easily these days cos i'm so tired. i hate the assignments month which make me older than ever. haha.

anyway, what the heck! to get rid of the stressful feeling, i went to NADHRAH's open house in sg buloh! weeee~! its so nice. suka suka. basically, we went with muadz's car along with him and his friends of 4(include him, it's 5!). 'we' mentioned before this paragraph is me, husna and azrie! it's a wonderful day and an amazing trip to nadhrah's home. huhu. it's a moment to cherish! quite a moment to remember. haha. dpt duit raya lak tu gi raya rumah nadhrah. hehe. syg aunty & nadhrah! hehe. XD

anyway, peeps, SELAMAT HARI RAYA again!

just a note to share today~! :)

life harry potter movie. *ahaks*

don't u even believe all of what i wrote for my blog title. most of it is differ from what i wrote though. :D hehe. anyway, it been a few days, oh no, a weeks and half something like that since i wrote about the harry potter movie, which was marvelous~! now we going to move on to something different. some stuffs i did after the last event i wrote. basically just last week, i had helped out in 'gantung-ing' the bendera around college. it was pretty fun since i rarely in a project cos i am very the 'm.a.l.a.s'~ but it was fun~ i don't know. i find everything fun, everything new is nice to learn + experience though. :) on the friday 31 July i went to PC Fair with syikin. we HAD massive fun~! hahaha. kelakar dowh beli printer yg besar. dah la dua-dua budak comel ni (me & syikin. hehe) kecik org nye. nak angkat printer tu, mmg la nampak cam bdk sekolah angkut printer. dah la berat + besar in sense of the kotak. :P tapi best la. hehe. i bought myself a laptop bag. yeah, it sound weird~ hehe.

then last week was pretty much hectic. my sister demam, so i went back home to jaga her for a while, since there is no one at home. ok, to make things clear, she had high fever. so need to go home. kalo demam biasa tak payah la jugak nak balik. :) huhu. then i had meetings on thursday night. ada 2 meetings; satu ngan eileen with all the seni club pengarah. dier menanya kan bila nak start ni nasyid? YES, I'm the Nasyid Pengarah. jgn gelak ok?! hehe. ada kelakar sikit. ;P ok then after the meeting, i need to go and do an audition. then i had my biro tugas-tugas khas meeting with my AJK. asking their opinion on the baju and other related stuff we need to do. sigh~ very tiring! on friday, which is yesterday, i went to decorate the board again with my 2 other AJK. i'm felt guilty for making them turun, but i had to. ada AJK saya yg x bagus. ada 2 org. baik x payah amik awal2. satu tu mmg x pernah datang jugak. menyampah betul! so far, luckily i had AJK yg bagus. suka suka. :)pastu tengahari tu pukul 1250 camtu, pergi derma darah. huhu. bengkak tangan kat area yg kena cucuk. cam best lak tgk dier bengkak! hahaha. betul , cantik je. :P terkagum tgk bengkak sendiri. hehe.

this is the bengkak-ness. excited. :)

i went tu FESKUM evening. ok la. best jugak. tak byk bukak lagi. tp yang tudung2 tu sumer dh bukak. saya sgt suka!! hehe. i just cannot resist the tudung section and baju. or even the cute stuff. but see how la i can control myself. haha. :) going to feskum again later. :)

last but not least, i discovered that i have MOVED ON from the specific person. friends will know who it is. these days however, i saw him dating too many times. got bored already. kata x nak dating. but eventually i know the words will never last. u tell me la, siapa x nak dating. *ahaks, ok ada la kot xnak dating* but ye la, sakit ati je time 1st tau. cakap x serupa bikin apa. kesengalan aje. nasib x kena sepak dengan org. bengong betul budak tu. entah apa entah..

anyway, i better chiow now. gonna meet another friend later. as well doing some homework~ haha.

:)

broken heart ke? not me. maybe. [done]

perasaan hari ini kurang baik~! entah mengapa. maybe sebab ternampak sesuatu yg unexpected. terkejut kah saya? yup. terkejut bangat. kenapa terkejut? entah. tp x perlu. sebab saya rasa saya mempunyai hati yg kuat mcm tiger biskut. berikut luahan hati dan keluhan hati. =) kekadang terasa tertipu kerana si DIA sebab teringin DIA. tp ku pasrah udah. kumbang bukan seorg! *aqela smile ok~!* :)


am i broken hearted? 50/50

did i actually knew the case where the person actually did have someone special?
yes, i doubt he did, but he didn't tell me the truth. always told me he is scared to be in love.

am i sad? most probably~!

am i jealous?
not really cos i knew somewhere deep inside he have someone. i knew cos he couldn't accept me.

am i a damn ass to believe him? maybe. to think back, yeah maybe.

have i actually moved on with life without him? yeah. something like 60/40 or 70/30.

will i eventually forget him? yeah, i know i will. but it takes time.

why did i feel pain? i have no idea

do i still like him? no~! *seriously*

why i sometimes feel pity for myself? cos i think i wasn't that confident. can't fight for what i want. i am weak. i din't get what i want. FULL STOP.( *.*')V

why did i still felt the pain, not a pang of jealous, but the pain of looking to things i didn't get?
no idea. the feeling is something complex..

[end for now]

**feeling sad but not so. macam mana tu? hahaha*

sweet~! *penat*

woohoo~! today was fun. quite seronok! best~ ahahaha. this morning we went to TTDI wet market. i was in the second group with Mike (aka Mak Kam Jie), Cheah, Parvin, this another guy(sorry didn't know ur name~! hehe), Emily and Vahid. But i was paired with Mike. today was quite okay than yesterday but i didn't much money as the others, but at least much more than yesterday. :) *smile smile* ada pakcik cina yang baik! dier tegur cakap 'adik buat apa adik? promote apa utk university?" wahahaha. sayang pakcik tu~! baik sangat. oleh itu saya dpt menambahkan income saya. hehe. bagus2. :D then at 10.40am camtu, gi around the shoplots at TTDI tu. yg ni yg best! haha. sebab kena divide into 2 groups, i went with cheah & parvin. mike went with the others. masa cheah pergi to another shop, i and parvin went to this restaurant makanan johor. hehe. time cakap2 & bodek2 ngan tuan punya kedai, dier terus agreed! itu after cheah tunjuk contoh size booklet yg nak di'print'kan. haha. sebab kalo x tunjuk, dier mesti dh x nak. :P hehe. pakcik tu kelakar sikit. bagus pakcik~ semoga restaurant pakcik dilimpah rezeki. :D best best sebab kedai 1st i and parvin approached for the morning and dpt. suka~ then selepas itu rezeki kami dicucuri rezeki. sebab petang tu tukar group lain pulak, with Shook Yean, Teck Liong, Premen, and a few others to Puchong, area 101 Mall. Best gak tempat nie. bila promote nak minta advertise and sponsor, byk yg minat. nadhrah & me manage to get two(2). Itu pun, dier org akan fax to us back, but really interested! woohoo~! way to go nadhrah! haha. sebab dier yg byk ckp. kesian dier kena ckp. hehe. anyway, hari ni sgt fun!! oh so nice~! :) saya suka! happy + penat + suka suki~ PiTUM go PiTUM!

pastu ni baru balik makan ngan rumate. sok dier balik rumah~! sedih, so saya gi bilik nadhrah la esok. sebab nanti sorang2. sepi giler kolej. x best. kekadang best! haha. anyway, will write soon.

cinta ku~!

lalalala.
i still have a few assginments left. very lazy already lorh. haha

SAD [DONE]
ISM [ALMOST DONE]
THEORY ORGANIZATION [DONE]
SECURITY [EMPTY-HANDED] hehee. yg ni paling teruks~! *LOL*

however, just presentation is on the way. almost finish! after that, everything will be done. i'm really penat already.. cinta ku kepada assignments hampir habis. haha. hurry hurry friday to come! i want to go back home.. :D

anyway, about 'cinta ku', haha. no sure what to say. what i can definitely say is that I'M TOTALLY OVER HIM~! oh okay la. tak la so totally over la. but have improved already. i think i have been stronger. haha. weird~ but definitely not so gila like i used to be when i saw him. when i actually see him, i don't have those feeling i used to be. u know, the feeling of happy, suka, muka malu2, hati berbunga2, asyik nak senyum sorang2 nye perasaan tu. alaah perasaan tu la.. haha. dah tak ada dah. quite surprising i was quite over him agak cepat. basically over yg frust menonggeng teruk last week. haha. last week, u should not see me! seriously muka penyek. hahaha. mata lebam ari2. tido lambat + nangis. hahaha. mcm panda yg disayangi azri! haha. dah la time tu nak kena submit assignment DS kekasih hati ku yang ke-dua. teehee~ wahahaaha, tp sgt rindu nak cakap ngan dier masa before everything like this happens. i felt happy at the time~ because i felt i had someone to talk to me + give me support. or what i can say someone who listen on a guy side. for girl side, tak payah ckp la. i had so MANY good friends to talk to & be there for me like; wanie hanapiah, natrah, emi, arre, ada, marleni, as well as juniors who are good to me & always listen when i was damn crazy + noisy + nosy like, nadia, azrie, husna, & nadhrah. actually kan, i think i really fall hard for him. oleh itu, last week sgt frust menonggeng! tak tahu la mana betul, but i have promised myself to be more fast & furious later on. haha. have u heard of 'cinta itu buta!'. haha ok ok. that phrase xde kena mengena. haha. below is what i got from a website. pretty much inspiring~ :D suka.. walaupun kekadang doa jugak, kalo2 dier kepunyaanku! hahahaha. melampau kan. but yeah, moving on now!! will have to..

i do not want to be a stupid person who just wait & see whats gonna happen. life is what about waiting and see~! we have to make it happen. though i am a bit slow in this, i know i need to work it out. though sometimes i felt like life is unfair to me, i know i was the one who make my life this way sometimes. eventhough i may look desperate and hunger for the love of my life, i know i can life by myslef at the moment. I'm not that stupid to waste my life like that! :) life is what it is. haha. cinta mari kepadaku~! ku memerlukan mu. haha. sengal aqela~!

oh saturday ni nak balik kampung in johor bahru. me need to be going and visit my relatives before the exams start. go go! during the classes, i didnt have the time to go back and visit them. so i make myself free for a while during study week for them~! i miss them dearly and even missed my lovely cuzen wedding at Singapore~! sorry Kak Liza! i didn't manage to come to ur wedding, but i will definitely go and visit u next week ok Kak Liza! :) akan akan datang~! can't wait. haha. anyone yg ingin pesan apa2, sila bgtau qiqi ok. :D akan try belikan barang2 utkmu.

ok, will drop by soon! adios.. daaaa~


love qiqi... :D




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