i'm so dumb!

oh well! *aqela sigh*

haha

things have change for this one whole year.

i think i changed! a lot. dot.

i have lost friends along this one year, i became more immature, i had hate myself so much this year, studies is so-so that before and i became dumb!

what i discovered about myself is that i became hate-able to so many people.

in which i think i cannot change anymore.

my heart have became so 'keras'.

i have became so bad this few months.

because i am geram. i dunno why i am geram. *hurm, i still in search of it* :)

i talk to much of my problems to close friends until some friends thinks i'm too immature!

i know i know. i AM VERY immature.

i will try to change.

but anyway.

i have a problem and i cannot handle it~

haha.

but actually, i want to thanks to a few people who were there for me.

i cant mention the names, but yeah thank u!

hehe.

kulat, parasit, penggoda licik, papa, penggoda licik 2! *apa ni? :D*

hahaha.

tp kepada seseorg ni. sorry giler sbb td termarah dier.

cos i find the statement she gave me was a bit sad.

minta maaf miss nadia saidon!

cinta ku~!

lalalala.
i still have a few assginments left. very lazy already lorh. haha

SAD [DONE]
ISM [ALMOST DONE]
THEORY ORGANIZATION [DONE]
SECURITY [EMPTY-HANDED] hehee. yg ni paling teruks~! *LOL*

however, just presentation is on the way. almost finish! after that, everything will be done. i'm really penat already.. cinta ku kepada assignments hampir habis. haha. hurry hurry friday to come! i want to go back home.. :D

anyway, about 'cinta ku', haha. no sure what to say. what i can definitely say is that I'M TOTALLY OVER HIM~! oh okay la. tak la so totally over la. but have improved already. i think i have been stronger. haha. weird~ but definitely not so gila like i used to be when i saw him. when i actually see him, i don't have those feeling i used to be. u know, the feeling of happy, suka, muka malu2, hati berbunga2, asyik nak senyum sorang2 nye perasaan tu. alaah perasaan tu la.. haha. dah tak ada dah. quite surprising i was quite over him agak cepat. basically over yg frust menonggeng teruk last week. haha. last week, u should not see me! seriously muka penyek. hahaha. mata lebam ari2. tido lambat + nangis. hahaha. mcm panda yg disayangi azri! haha. dah la time tu nak kena submit assignment DS kekasih hati ku yang ke-dua. teehee~ wahahaaha, tp sgt rindu nak cakap ngan dier masa before everything like this happens. i felt happy at the time~ because i felt i had someone to talk to me + give me support. or what i can say someone who listen on a guy side. for girl side, tak payah ckp la. i had so MANY good friends to talk to & be there for me like; wanie hanapiah, natrah, emi, arre, ada, marleni, as well as juniors who are good to me & always listen when i was damn crazy + noisy + nosy like, nadia, azrie, husna, & nadhrah. actually kan, i think i really fall hard for him. oleh itu, last week sgt frust menonggeng! tak tahu la mana betul, but i have promised myself to be more fast & furious later on. haha. have u heard of 'cinta itu buta!'. haha ok ok. that phrase xde kena mengena. haha. below is what i got from a website. pretty much inspiring~ :D suka.. walaupun kekadang doa jugak, kalo2 dier kepunyaanku! hahahaha. melampau kan. but yeah, moving on now!! will have to..

i do not want to be a stupid person who just wait & see whats gonna happen. life is what about waiting and see~! we have to make it happen. though i am a bit slow in this, i know i need to work it out. though sometimes i felt like life is unfair to me, i know i was the one who make my life this way sometimes. eventhough i may look desperate and hunger for the love of my life, i know i can life by myslef at the moment. I'm not that stupid to waste my life like that! :) life is what it is. haha. cinta mari kepadaku~! ku memerlukan mu. haha. sengal aqela~!

oh saturday ni nak balik kampung in johor bahru. me need to be going and visit my relatives before the exams start. go go! during the classes, i didnt have the time to go back and visit them. so i make myself free for a while during study week for them~! i miss them dearly and even missed my lovely cuzen wedding at Singapore~! sorry Kak Liza! i didn't manage to come to ur wedding, but i will definitely go and visit u next week ok Kak Liza! :) akan akan datang~! can't wait. haha. anyone yg ingin pesan apa2, sila bgtau qiqi ok. :D akan try belikan barang2 utkmu.

ok, will drop by soon! adios.. daaaa~


love qiqi... :D




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