aqela's diaries

an entry after a long break :)

2011-09-29T01:12:00.003+08:00

hello peeps~

i haven't write here for so long.

though i have a lot of things to write but the mood is not there to write.

just update an entry to make sure the blog is alive.

can't wait for saturday to come and everything will be finish!

everyday is so frustrating!

felt so depressing these days.

i like the job but i don't like the environment. it is so annoying!

thinking that you will get curse every day when you come to work.

the pressure of someone.

it's like the malay phrase of "mandi tak basah, makan tak kenyang", but different meaning.

anyway, Saturday please come now! ;(

::Study Week for Semester 2::

2011-04-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

ahaaaa, i've been writing for a year i think. have taken a rest for so long. haha. though there is a lot if ideas and events occured, i didn't managed to write down.

anyway, STUDY WEEK is here again.

my aims is to study hard for this last 3 papers.

i hope i did well. i really do.

though i know there is up and down.

but lately i have my downs too many.

yes, might have depressed year.

but i believe everything happened with reasons.

all my presentations and everything done. now my Year 4 in University of Malaya soon will come to an end soon.

can't wait!

anyway, i wanted to wish every students in UM a big GOOD LUCK! for this up-coming final exams! :)

on track!

2010-12-27T01:10:00.002+08:00

hello hello!

am technically back on blog.

random title and randomly write just to fill in something.

anyway, hols gonna end soon. a week and DONE! :P

weird is, i happened to start reading a novel: How Starbuck Saved My Life!

cuti dah nak habis baru nak start reading.

but it's okay.

steady and go. haha

till then, a short update. :)

i'm so dumb!

2010-07-25T00:09:00.005+08:00

oh well! *aqela sigh*

haha

things have change for this one whole year.

i think i changed! a lot. dot.

i have lost friends along this one year, i became more immature, i had hate myself so much this year, studies is so-so that before and i became dumb!

what i discovered about myself is that i became hate-able to so many people.

in which i think i cannot change anymore.

my heart have became so 'keras'.

i have became so bad this few months.

because i am geram. i dunno why i am geram. *hurm, i still in search of it* :)

i talk to much of my problems to close friends until some friends thinks i'm too immature!

i know i know. i AM VERY immature.

i will try to change.

but anyway.

i have a problem and i cannot handle it~

haha.

but actually, i want to thanks to a few people who were there for me.

i cant mention the names, but yeah thank u!

hehe.

kulat, parasit, penggoda licik, papa, penggoda licik 2! *apa ni? :D*

hahaha.

tp kepada seseorg ni. sorry giler sbb td termarah dier.

cos i find the statement she gave me was a bit sad.

minta maaf miss nadia saidon!

u make ur own path. ^^V

2010-06-07T02:56:00.002+08:00

yes, that was what i believed. u lead your own path.

initially, you make so many mistakes in your life.

it's so untrue or a lie if you said you never make mistakes.

a mistake teach you!

a mistake make you stronger!

a mistake make you mature!

a mistake make you understand a reason to life for!

a mistake make you HUMAN!

however, its quite funny for those who never learn from a mistake.

but thats their choice.

one day, they will..

i have learned mine.

therefore i will never make another, hopefully.

haha. *i eventually make mistakes my whole life i know*

just i hope i will not forget it is my mistakes and learn from it!

i know Allah SWT is always there for me to make me realized things in life in which i will initially forget sometimes. ;(

i wish i was a better person in future.

aminnn~! :)

mistake of mine! :)

2010-06-05T23:34:00.004+08:00

lately saya takde perasaan. I don't know why, but yeah. I haven't update my blog much cos most of the time i'm addicted to FACEBOOK. haha. until there are a few friends kinda joking me what am i doing at the moment, they will definitely said i'm playing with facebook! oh well, its true~ :D i AM ADDICTED to facebook. tried to be away from it, but it will only last paling lama 2-3 days. hehe. actually sebab selalu bukak facebook utk main games and check a few people latest update. :)

ok eventually these days might be a few status of mine is quite down. some of it is untrue. in which the latest one. Actually, i was down, but not as down as the week before. sebab dh kena therapy kan? so i was okay dh. just saje2 buat status camtu. so for those who actually worried (maybe la ada kot, i pemes sikit *perasan* haha), don't worry~ haha. i know my mistakes and i won't tell it to you. i have seen the mistakes and i know where to betulkan and i am degil. so u can just lay back. i might not ask all of u to support me, but i know who will back me up. i might be sombong or kacang lupakan kulit, but there are people who actually won't support me. therefore i intended to back off from those people. so i won't be label. i am tiring of being label. hope u understand. i know i am very degil. i listen, but sometimes a friend words may hurt you ore. so sometimes to certain people, i can't tell my problems. it is just the way it is. one reason i can't tell a person may be cos once they hurt my feelings. so rather than happen again, i have the tendency of can't open up to them anymore. haha. sometimes you have friends who actually be-friended you for their own benefits. i am not being emotionally cos i am not at the moment. i do not feel anything. i know i can be an idiot. cos i am most of the time. but don't make it as it is my mistake most of the time. i may seem to be abandon some of my friends. but u have to eventually understand. but yeah. let just say, i wasn't that friend when u needed me kot kan?

i know these are a bit merepek. but it doesn't matter. hahaha.

as for my studies, i have a new aim! *yay* to study hard and forget the nonsense stuff around me~~ i am STRONG! i know that, but i just ignore it mostly. haha. my aim is to have a better chance and graduate happily~~~ *wink wink*

PS: eventually i miss someone deeply inside! so deep i cannot remember besar mana but that person might actually forget me. i know that person does not remember me at all! *merajuk merajuk* hahaha. rumate kata jgn sedih. sem depan kan ada lg. hahahahaaha. rumate ku kali ni paling best! cyg anda. ;) u were there when i was ugly, cantik, bengong! :P i was thankful to know u. thanks a lot!! and that is why i love her much, my rumate~

award from farah nadz~! haha

2010-05-24T03:02:00.003+08:00

yay! i got an award from farah nadz! thx a lot. this might be pretty late but yeah wutever. haha.

1) thank and link the person that give you award

thank you farah nadzirah for the award~! ;p budak strawberry.

2) pass this award to 10/20/30/all bloggers you've recently discover

noazrie
azimah
nat
mariani
syarq
yana

3) contact said blogs and let them know they've won this award

4) state 7 things about yourself

- friendly

- childish

- noisy sbb suka byk ckp. hehe
- suka kaco org.
- always take care of people.
- cepat mesra or et close wit people.
- love singing alone. haha.
- love daydreaming.
- sensitive sikit

final exam coming up...

2010-04-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

hello peeps.

haven't been update my blog for so long~
kuang kuang kuang.
tension nye, facebook x leh bukak.
tu la actually update blog. hahahaha..
sepatutnye study. tp hari ni tunggu mak & ayah balik.
kul 1230 tengahari sampai umah dh. :)
alhamdulillah pulang dengan selamat.
sempat aqela mengemas rumah dengan hati dan menanti. hehe.
lepas solat jumaat, gi teman dorg bayar bil sumer ngan mkn.
hehe. study mlm.
ok la kot. at least study. hehe
ok gambatte for final exam~!
:)

ayat-ayat cinta mengaburi mata!

2010-03-09T03:59:00.003+08:00

PUISI AYAT-AYAT CINTA

Duhai makhluk yang lembut hatinya
Aku tak ada siapapun kecuali Allah di hatiku
Aku ingin menjadi yang halal bagimu
Yang dapat dengan sepenuh hati mengecup keningmu
Sehingga tak ada lagi resah yang menyelimuti qolbu
Untuk redamkan tiap riak-riak harapan itu
Bukan semata untukku
Tapi juga untuk-Nya…
Karena ku malu saat merindu-Nya
Ku juga merindumu
Ku berdoa mengharap kepada-Nya
Ternyata juga karena ku mengharapkanmu

Maafkan aku…
Sungguh, jodoh bukan milikku…
Ketidaksanggupanku saat ini menyisakan sebuah kepasrahan
Ku kan kembali kepada Ar-Rahmaan
Harapan menjadi harapan
Dan biarlah menjadi rahasia tak terungkap sepanjang zaman
Jika ku pun pantas menjemputmu
Maka biarlah Allah yang mengantarkanku padamu
Di saat yang tepat
Dengan proses yang cepat
Namun sungguh pun bila kita tak bertemu
Maka biarkan menjadi kisah sejati
Yang tak akan pernah mati
Ya! takkan pernah mati.
(from: http://masthoms16.wordpress.com/2008/03/02/puisi-ayat-ayat-cinta/)

Ayat-ayat Cinta - Sebuah Puisi

Bidadariku,
Namamu tak terukir
Dalam Catatan harianku
Asal usulmu tak hadir
Dalam diskusi kehidupanku
Wajah wujudmu tak terlukis
Dalam sketsa mimpi-mimpiku
Indah suaramu tak terekam
Dalam pita bathinku
Namun kau hidup mengaliri pori-pori cinta dan semangatku
Sebab
Kau adalah hadiah agung
Dari tuhan
Untukku
(from: http://apieceofwidie.blogspot.com/2006/04/ayat-ayat-cinta-sebuah-puisi.html)

dear readers,
i do not know what is in my mind now at 4.06am on tuesday morning dated 9 March 2010. feeling in a lovey dovey mood. haha. tetiba teringat novel ayat-ayat cinta. i think most probably because i listen to ketika cinta bertasbih by melly goeslow feat amee and selawat burdah from amar everyday makes me somewhat tenang. haha. but yeah, another thing is i try to be strong. kenapakah aqela selalu nangis? i know some of my friends are REALLY DAMN BORED of me being a crybaby these days. but what the hell? do i look like i care? oh well. hahaha. pandai je ckp aqela ni, tp nanti sedih lagi. but its okay. slowly i'll be mature and stronger. : ) though i know i am somewhat alone actually. i know i never had that person who will actually be there for me all along. i know there isn't anyone who actually can tahan with me. the problem is that i am so much of a manja person and crybaby as well as talk a lot about my problems that i never actually listen to other people feeling. my fault in a way, too taksub with my own problem. sedar jugak actually. tp kekadang cam x disengajakan. uuuuuwwww~ sorry sgt to my friends yang merasai begitu. anyway, me off to assignment balik! huhu.. aja-aja fighting~~

xoxoxo, aqela = )

pratonton DONE~!

2010-03-01T00:43:00.004+08:00

yes~!
our pratonton had just finish tonight~!
28.2.2010.
a date to remember.
though quite an audiences show up.
most of them thinks it was wonderful.
but we been commented that the main problem is the voices!
tak kuat. gaya dh keluar.
cume suara. tp even tu pun gaya kena mantap kan~
kami perlu pro. haha
so latihan akan datang, kami kena berusaha lebih sbb dh tinggal rata-rata 2 minggu je ni.
chaiyok~! kolej 8 boleh~!!
but basically it is one of those experience u never had after this.
or maybe the 1st among later.
great experience. hehe.
suka2. cam ni another experience yg best lepas PiTUM aritu la.
heeeee~
thanks to all NASYID members 09/10 for the great pratonton!
pastikan kita berjaya melakukan segala apa yg diusahakan walaupun tidak menang.
tp kita berjaya dlm suara, gaya dan penyampaian lagu nasyid itu. hehe.
let me introduce u to the nasyid groupies which are: wanie, amy, kiki, azrie, ain, iffa, timah mardiah, farah, zihah, aini, k.dila, salma, yus, yana, syahir, amin, hafiz and zahid. huuhu..
good job eve

damn! i miss u~

2010-02-22T02:58:00.002+08:00

dear people.

i'm tired of this feeling.
can i just not have this feeling anymore?
can i?
but i miss him so terribly!!
i do!
i wanted to see him today, but he got stuff to do.
i really miss him.
so much until i cannot tahan already.
uwaaaaa...
x suka this feeling~
can i just say that i like u without any shyness and be brave?
can i just scream out saying that i love u without thinking and wish u say "yes i like u too"?
can i possible have something this time.
for real.
for me.
for the love i have long enough waited for.

xoxo, aqela @ kiki

damn it! my laptop~

2010-02-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

damn damn damn!!
aaaahhh, just formating my laptop.
i wanted to make it faster. so i asked my brother to format it.
though xde mslh pun, just laptop tu asyik cam hang kan sekali ngan slow.
so decided to format la utk menghapuskan everything tanpa rasa bersalah.
tgk2, lagi biul!
nak connect internet pun xleh.
cam s%a*!
isk, geram nye~~~~
UWWWWWAAAAA~
camne ni?
nak wat keje lg..
aiyark. benci~
everything gone tu xpe.
tp ngan internet2 nye lg. ngan font laptop tu cam bodoh lagi.
benci! camne ni???
ni ada assignment 2 ketul nak wat pun camne??
office xde, netbean xde, sumer xde.
cam s&*^! eeeeeeeekkkk geram.
internet ngan realplayer tu penting tu.
xpe dua tu, habis la hiburan~
aaaaaa bikin aku tension~!!!!!!

nasyid nasyid!

2010-02-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

since i've been in the nasyid team, i've been addicted to it!

i cannot help it.

but in LOVE with it already.

hari-hari rasa nak nyanyi je.

wit some people i was termedeously happy.

you can just sing everything n always wanted to be around.

kwn2 nasyid sgt best!

dh cam family~~

sgt suka..

pertandingan feseni '10 is on 18 March 2010.

persembahan nasyid utk MAK fasa 1 is a week b4 19 March 2010.

i'm guessing is on 12, 13 March.

segan gila dowh. hehe

then birthday saya is on 2 March 2010.

so many things in March. sgt suka. haha.

igt nak ajak org lain celebrate birthday saya~ hehe..

lalalalala..

anyway, here a pic of the nasyid team 2010.

Happy CNY!

2010-02-13T15:32:00.002+08:00

for everyone who celebrate CHINESE NEW YEAR, i wanna wish them HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! hope u guys have a wonderful years ahead. :)

i'm wishing to get some angpau too!

but no invitation oso~ hehe.

wait for my sister in law as well to celebrate chinese new year. but where did she go? most probably she went and celebrate with her family 1st. :P its okay since got a week for it. hehe

anyway, a week is quite long for someone like me, doing nothing.

will get bored sooner and feel like going back to UM soon.

hehe. suddenly UM is like my life~

with nasyid and studies. i felt in love. :)

will my friends at UM. lalalaa...

Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all the chinese people! :)

kecewa

2010-01-13T00:26:00.002+08:00

sigh~!

again kecewa~

i dont know what is wrong with me.

there is spark!

but there isn't any.

might have spark, but nothing~!

when will there is anything happen?

finally~!

2010-01-08T19:36:00.002+08:00

finally i went off to tell my mum what happened to my results.

what have i done badly, so and so~

i never thought she will say it's okay!

kind of suprise and terharu~ hehe

but now i have built confidences.

oh well, sooner or later, it will be alright.

gambatte!

aim? not really. :)

2010-01-07T13:11:00.003+08:00

Oh well, who cares 2010 have passed in like 7 days already.

i still can post on what my aim is right? :)

anyway, not much of an aim actually.

bcos, every year is pretty much the same.

yeah, u know, study harder, be a better person, so and so.

haha. erm i might still have the study hader aim still.

but see how. haha.

new aim would probably get new handphone~!

as well as trying to be cute as many times as possible. hahahaha.

perasan giler dowh.

bosan ni! x tau nak buat apa.

adehh.

2010!

2009-12-31T17:24:00.002+08:00

we gonna enter 2010 in like 6 hours and 30 minutes more.

it's 530 at the moment.

what do you wish for for this new year? = )

well i got a few one. but will try to post it later on. just wanted to wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! :)

this is what i felt for myself~!

2009-12-28T18:54:00.002+08:00

what does life means to you?

how does you feel about yourself?

have you ever felt small in this big world of yours?

*sigh*

that is what i felt this passed few weeks or for this current month.

i wasn't in myself these days. really not in the mood most of time.

does not felt like hanging out much.. but like to be in an 'alone mood'.

talking with friends indeed a good feeling.

but sometimes in this world, i don't think i have friend who really be there for me. really am not~

raise your hand if you ever be on my side the whole time when i'm down, when i'm crazy, when i'm not myself, when i'm annoying, when i'm became undecided~!

is there anyone who really there for me for the bad and okay moment?

sometimes i doubt there is.

though life makes you understand and experience it.

i'm not one of those who really tough.

i got my moments~!

i can be VERY emotional when i want too!

i can be annoying when i feel like it.

i can be over the top when i like it.

now i don't feel like studying!

yes, u heard me right.

i don't feel like studying anymore.

for not getting good grades in university is very bad for me!

i felt sooo damn not confident!

low esteem overcome me.

computer science is not what i wanted to do.

i have not choice. though these days, people said there is.

for some people, there isn't!

i wanted to do business.

i wanted to be a baker.

i wanted to be anything that is not IT things.

when you're not into something, okay for me, i don't even want to do anything.

but what can i change things that happen to me at this time?

*feeling small indeed*

PS will post on new year aim soon! i am still thinking what is my aim.

post-Christmas~!

2009-12-26T11:41:00.002+08:00

it's 26 December now.

kinda a post Christmas. this year did not manage to go to any Christmas open house.

it's okay, next year always there. haha.

anyway, my sister is going to study overseas.

small amount of people at home, but its okay.

she will be back. :)

at the moment i'm waiting for my cousin to come from jb.

so we can send my sister at the airport.

can't wait. i like airport. haha

not much to talk about.

classes will start this monday.

excited but not so.

lazy but fun.

not that brave yet try to be one. XD

gambatte aqela!

away and happy without lame stuff

2009-12-15T12:35:00.002+08:00

away and away.. :)

forgetting what bad stuff had happen.

everything seems okay these days.

me seems a bit better than before as well.

thanks for the people who help me motivated.

thanks to u guys, my friends~! :)

i understand the world is tough.

and tough girl eat chocolate.

haha. been okay, therefore wont be opening fb for a while. just blog and email.

but rarely update an entry.

if i did update, it always lame stuff. haha

sbb xde apa nak ckp.

waiting for semester baru nak bukak.

x sabar dh nak ni. haha.

anyway, u guys wont see me online for a long time yeah~ :P

heee. see u around.

team jacob, aqela.. weeee~!

away and far away. =)

2009-12-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

hey peeps~
i wont be online for a few days.
got stuff to do.
haha. anyway, got annoyed on something.
said something and question a few questions.
but those questions was 'disalah faham' and i was to blame.
kata cuba offended the faculty. but my motive is sincere.
i really just asking whether.. ok, whatever la.
but i really intended to ask not to offend anyone.
kekadang faculty pun bodoh. ckp english x paham.
pelik. makan hati la jugak. tp maybe ada hikmah. :)
hurm xpe la. i learnt from it.
lain kali x yah tanya soklan. :) haha
anyway, wont be online for a while. really busy these days..

PS to nat, u keep in touch wit me ya. got something to spill up. hahaha. i know u gonna read this. but yeah.. :)

when ur heart is broken

2009-12-11T13:28:00.002+08:00

haven't been good for 2 days. frustrated.

maybe it is something for me to learn again.

but i'm tired already.

no motivation anymore.

lots of friends have been helping me motivate.

some doesnt care.

but most of all i'm totally devastated.

can i just drop out?

*bengkak mata dh*

when boredom + low self esteem rule u life~

2009-12-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

*sigh*

boredom + self esteem took over me again!

haha.

had a great morning.

boring evening.

night? haha. gonna fins something to do.

tomorrow i'm going off to JB to meet up my aunties, uncles and cousins before my sister heading of to the US to continue her studies.

nanti on 25hb Dec pun g jumpa sedara jugak. :P adehh. haha

damn, i'm so busy this holiday~!

on the 13hb Dec i will need to be back to college for feseni camp.

aaargh, i really hate my life u see~!

at the same time i felt a bit of self esteem on certain things.

though i gave a few advices to some juniors, but i myself does not believe in myself either.

so ironic~!

oh well, give motivate me please! *weak smile*

till then, jacob black rocks!

Jacob! Jacob Black! ILOVEYOU~~ haha

2009-12-04T13:38:00.005+08:00

just went and watched 'NEW MOON' with sister yesterday.
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS DAMN HOT~!
i'm drooling over him.
move over robert pattison.
i'm on Team Jacob!
reasons of liking Jacob a.k.a taylor lautner; caring, cute, macho.
*lame reasons i know! haha*
eventually why i don't like Edward Cullen is that he is kinda lembik & cheesy.
seyesly mmg la tak tergoda. pergh, sbb dier lelaki yg x macho.
haha. so no-no for edward cullen~ but robert pattison played the role well. :)
however, i still have vote for JACOB BLACK!
he's hot!! XD *aqela angau*
hehe.. lalalalala. taylor lautner yg hot~! :P
and i think the cullen dad is hot as well.
CARLISLE CULLEN~!
yeah yeah i may seems like someone way older. tp dier real life baru cam 30++.
so x jauh sgt pun. hahahaha.

*taa-daa*
this is the guy CARLISLE CULLEN~
the 2nd pix is the real guy. anyhow i think he is hot beside taylor lautner.
you might know that he is married to jennie garth who played kelly in beverly hills;90210.
yg dulu2 pun citer tu. not the new revamp 90210. but the oled version. :)
*LOL* i think this guy is hot! :)

based on a blog.. haha

2009-12-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

okay there is nothing related about the title. but just wanted to update a blog. haha.
though i just read a few blogs of my friends. indeed some got interesting facts.
yeah i'm an avid follower. XD quite la. see how the mood are at the moments.
so have quite a lot of time. so kinda follow a few. listing of blog i followed often are:

Natrah
Clive
LiaFareesya
Waaz (yg dh lama sgt x update. haha~! :P)
Azrie (sama kes ngan waaz. XD)
Husna (haa.. ni pun sama..)

so basically yg often tu ada 3 je la yg active~ :)
clive got great stuff to talk about. what is the world is doing and what people are thinking. general stuff u see. nice~! nat is quite the same as me. update whats we're doing and feel. quite common stuffs~ haha as for lia's blog, i don't know why. but indeed i am very subuk-ing in her blog. just had the feeling to read. haha. tp mmg selalu ikut. hana ada entry blog yg agak menarik selalu. so suka baca jugak.
okay~! seems like i am like giving review of what i read on every friends blog, though no offence. i just like u guys blog. ;)

books? think again. :)

2009-12-01T22:12:00.003+08:00

*wink wink*
i went to big bad wolf book warehouse just now for the 2nd time.
haha. got a lot of books.
though i knew i wouldn't read some of it. haha. some are books that i bought for suka hati.
some are good. see how. what mood i'm in, i'll read. :)
oh, yeah. there a few of my friends who work part time there at the big bad wolf warehouse which are: Wanie, Farah & Matt. so, when i went 1st time on the 1st day(26 Nov) i met up wit all 3 of them. *farah muka stress dowh time tu. hehe :D* but sekejap je, sbb jumpa time nak bayar. but there are a lot of kinda new books and damn cheap. weeeeeeee~! i like to go books warehouse. :)
however i'm still searching for a book that Clive had suggested me, which is the title is 'Suzanne's diary for Nicholas'.
i have read review saying that it was a good book indeed~
so i'm kinda eager to find it at the nearest bookstore. :)
thx en Clive~ huhu. sy sgt bosan, oleh itu akan pergi bookstore lagi for another round for the book that have been suggested. :)

**i kinda miss my lovely friends: emi, arre, nat to come back from Latihan Industri~! wei korg cepat la balik. bosan la tanpa korg. uwaaaaa~! cepat la. then i miss somebody. haha. tak tau kenapa tp asyik teringat this specific person. why? :)*

when not heal, what would u do?

2009-11-30T11:30:00.003+08:00

okay, might not so good. i have no tips as well. however, what would you do when u are not yet heal from a thing or 2 of a problem that you are having?*eh betul ke ayat ni? haha* as for me, basically, i will be a bit moody. haha. tp kalo borak2 with me, its okay. just talk to me about anything, but not about the specific problem i'm having. though sometimes u will notice that i went out often if i'm in a problem. haha. yup2. eat more, go out more. hahaha.

anyway, can anyone suggest me what book to read? i'm kinda bored this holiday. hehe. :)

take note i going to marry DS, people~!

2009-11-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

okay people!
please sit down. i wanna announce something..
i'm going to get married.
wit DS~!
not Derek Sheridan or Daniel Scott or daging special burger ke.
tp DATA STRUCTURE~!!!
ya, itu la jejaka idaman saya.
tepat 28 December ni akan kawen lg ngan DS tu ek.
sila dtg ke majlis perkahwinan aqela ngan en DATA STRUCTURE di DK1~!
sumer dijemput hadir.

*dlm hati aqela tgh menyumpah seranah si mr ctk nie. adess. dier nak suh amik baper kali atau aqela bodoh sgt data structure nie.*

rosak benar feeling raya aidiladha kali nie~~

adakah saya benar-benar bodoh DATA STRUCTURE?? sila jawab kan. sgt sakit hati ni.. :((

selamat hari raya aidiladha~

2009-11-26T20:48:00.001+08:00

selamat hari raya aidiladha people~
who ever u are, have a wonderful raya.
:)

PS aqela sgt bosan ni~! adehh. huhuhu

off to Thailand~!

2009-11-21T19:28:00.002+08:00

flight at 700am on 22hb Nov to Chiang Mai~

need to be there at 4am. damn early. haha

excited though for the flight. i love flight! hehe

happy for shopping as well. weeeee~ :)

all the way, shopping.

just wait for me to come back home, okay~~

XD lalalalalala

Outing~

2009-11-13T19:59:00.004+08:00

exam belum habis lg.

tp kami pergi menonton movie sebentar hari ni. sekejap je.

tgk movie + mkn + amik gmbr yg sgt banyak. haha..

actually kind of like teruja tgk movie kat the Gardens.

so we went and watched "the box" at the Gardens.

to tell u the truth, it is so BORING!

seyesly boring..

yg best pun sbb James Marsden handsome~~

hahaha...

"The Time Traveller's Wife" movie is even better~!

yeah, the movie that starred by Eric Bana & Rachael McAdam.
it's a sweet movie though.

anyway, our intention is to watch 2012, but change to 'the box' tu.

tension dowh cerita tu. huhu.

anyway, enjoy the pictures we had been taking maniacly~

haha

i'm suffering~

2009-11-08T07:46:00.003+08:00

just got back from night rider event II.

with azrie, nadhrah as well 1st year junior FSKTM; bazli ngan alif. :)

best giler. kitaorg g medan selera dkt mana ntah, tp area vistana hotel.

next destination were dataran merdeka tp sekejap sbb sunyi giler.

then we went to stop at 7-11 at the dataran merdeka as well heading to shah alam for a ronda-ronda!

haha. it was definitely fun!

weeeeeee~!

sgt best bg saya yg sgt kecewa.

seriously i was DAMN devastated today!

how seriously i wanted to cried at warung the moment i got to know the truth.

i reached back to college at 10.10pm at night.

then went off to eat dinner at warung wit azrie + nadh~

was happy 1stly, then felt dumb the next moment.

i was definitely admire the person and was about to get to know him.

only to discover i was cheated.

he definitely played me.

i was shocked to know he was eventually close to a person i trust.

i mean that i knew the girl who was with him had a boyfriend~!

cos i knew i saw & tegur her before when she went dating wit her bf.

they might be friends.

but can a friend be having dinner, just the 2 of them & lepak together just the 2 of them for like 3 days or so?

i don't know. i might jump into conclusion so fast, but i know i was hurt!

DEFINITELY IT HURTS!

i was down!

i talked to the girl when i, azrie and nadh went to DM.

haha. but my mind was elsewhere. i couldn't straight.. *weak smile*

soon i discovered i went night ranger with all 4 of FSKTM students of different year intake!! haha

padan muka! amat la tensen ngan exam x prepare sgt, pastu kena sebijik bdk yg diminati ngan org lain. *weeeee... benci~!*

i was so hurt even what other said to me i couldn't accept.

so... i went off to sms-ing husna about it!

damn love her for being supportive! as well as azrie + nadhrah for being there!

love the 3 of them for being there.. :)

appreciated u guys much. XD

lepas sms-ing husna, i sms-ing firdaus. *my fave 1st year guy junior*

thx a bunch to him for giving me a supportive shoulder and inspiration!

thanks for supporting me and on my side.

the way husna, azrie + nadhrah been supportive the whole night and morning!

haha. oh x habaq yg kitaorg kuar gi jalan2 kat kl from 12 in the morning to 6am~!!!!

woooohooo!

kami gila... hahahahhahahaha..

anyway, take note that i still HURT~!

but thanks for the ride~! totally forgot about it the whole 6 hours. hahaha..

aqela is moving on~~

love is nonsense sometimes~! purf..

2009-11-05T17:54:00.002+08:00

what is love means to u?

sigh~

i have no idea.

doesn't really matter. but sometimes it matter.

LOL. u can even be blind by love.

u can melt when a guy compliment u, adore u, sweet talk u.

yeah love can make u crazy.

eventually...

there is a guy who is actually hinting on me.

mula-mula beriya. pastu x pulak.

the problem is he is kinda weird.

talk so less. buzz thru ym so many time. WITHOUT saying anything~~

so weirdo ok!

what is the meaning of buzz laa?

apa 3 kali buzz maksud 'i love u' ke? kalo 20 kali buzz?

purff! *aqela confused*

is it a hint? :)

2009-10-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

i'm kinda confused.

is he giving me hints?

i mean, i know i kinda have feeling for him.

but this feeling is still new.

man, is he giving hints hah?

tetiba je tegur semua ni.

x pernah kena benda cam gini. betul ke ni?

boink boink

2009-10-24T03:17:00.002+08:00

i'm bored.

it's 321am now.

huhu. still bored.

just confirm myself to join feseni '10.

quite excited~ have to be back 2 weeks before the new semester re-open.

therefore got only 2 weeks of holiday~

so not nice~ uhuks. :P

Ko-K No.1 for pameran! i'm happy~

2009-10-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

wink wonk! wink wonk!
nak update baru. hehe
anyway, just wanted to update people my ko-k subject GNEK1018 MAGAZINE PUBLISHING won NO1 ~!!
i'm damn happy.. hehe
didn't expected coz the judge said that our booth didn't really seem attractive since we didn't have much multimedia slide.
but i think those engineering classmates did really make us look good though in the eyes of the judges. hehe.
they explained and showed the judge the magazine and stuff. huhu.
thx to us too; me, adda and syazliyana too. heee
bangga ni~ :P huhu..

lagi satu dpt amik gambar ngan HASBI FEELHONEY~

weeee~ suka2..

tp muka saya excited lak. malu laa. :P

ada muka ngan matt gak. bersama2 geng kami yang lain! :)

the late SELAMAT HARI RAYA wishes! haha

2009-10-02T12:37:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

haven't been update fo so long~

hehe. anyway, today is the 11th day of raya already, pretty fast right? if compared with the fasting month. :) but actually i don't felt like raya this year around of 2009. i do not know why. but there is something that amiss this time. i wonder why~! hehe.

this 4 weeks gonna be my HELLest month ever. i got tons of assignments need to be done and submitted next week and the week after. sigh so many things okay?! i'm EXTREMELY stressed. eventually, i got annoyed and pissed off easily these days cos i'm so tired. i hate the assignments month which make me older than ever. haha.

anyway, what the heck! to get rid of the stressful feeling, i went to NADHRAH's open house in sg buloh! weeee~! its so nice. suka suka. basically, we went with muadz's car along with him and his friends of 4(include him, it's 5!). 'we' mentioned before this paragraph is me, husna and azrie! it's a wonderful day and an amazing trip to nadhrah's home. huhu. it's a moment to cherish! quite a moment to remember. haha. dpt duit raya lak tu gi raya rumah nadhrah. hehe. syg aunty & nadhrah! hehe. XD

anyway, peeps, SELAMAT HARI RAYA again!

just a note to share today~! :)

sesuatu melukakan saya~

2009-09-15T01:30:00.003+08:00

sesuatu membuat saya terasa luka di hati.

enggak ku cerita di sini~

cuma ingin mengatakan saya tergamam.

here is what my heart is filling out:

let tell u my side of story before you ever told anyone about u felt.

u don't have to tell others about everything that u felt.

spreading it. i'm kinda tergamam.

but it's okay~ i understand the situation.

i might did the same thing, but i don't announce it to the world.

hope u come to me and tell me what u think~

did i really want to hurt u?

do i?

am i?

could i?

why would i?

i really think we're in good terms~

i don't see why this is happening!

why?

**beep beep. saje je ni. hahahaha . xde apa2 pun benda ni! heee~ just for fun!

beep beep

2009-09-12T11:53:00.002+08:00

beep beep is my new signature. hehe.

oh well, no news updated.

i'm just bored.

nak beli baju raya, tp malas sgt.

bila nak beli entah org pun x tau.

haha. :)

saya masih mengantuk!

weeehoo.

ok will write soon.

*oh today is the 22nd day of puasa! so far right.. :) cepat nye dh nak raya. weee!

my ramadhan is so full with loneliness

2009-09-08T03:18:00.002+08:00

oh well, some people might have noticed about it. but these time around, i have my ramadhan year a little bit lonely though. haha. but, it doesn't really matter. i know there are friends who invited me to bukak puasa here and there, but place n time does not really suit the timing. however, there are things that u know, you went out with other friends, then other friends kept bugging u, telling u, u have a new group of friends to hang out with. ok, sound complicated, but what the heck? i'm not being emo here alright. i know there are a few people who thinkks i'm being emo. i have think i have thought about it VERY clearly. i don't mind about u! it just that u have to stop bugging me with who i went out with! cos i really don't amik tau about u. ah well, but i do miss the old times. :D

anyway, today is the 18th day of ramadhan~! pejam celik pejam celik dh hari ke 18. waaah agak cepat la jugak kan~! sangat suka time puasa! agak menarik time puasa kerana menahan diri dr segala nye!! saya perasan saya ada menahan dr nafsu shopping dan perasaan marah. saya juga berjaya menahan diri dr membazir dr segi.. erm, ape eh, percakapan. hehe. xde la. tp dh seminggu lebih demam, selsema n batuk. tp still x hilang lagi pun sekarang. so saya amik ubat lagi nie. batuk2 n selsema ni sgt teruk! dier agak menganggu puasa saya, sebab kurang selesa di waktu siang, dimana saya menjadi lemah. tp mlm x lemah sgt. pelik~ just kalo kuar jalan2, malam pun jd sgt teruk contoh nye cam last wednesday n thursday!

anyway, till then, will write soon~! happy ramadhan everyone~!

xoxo,
qiqi

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan~

2009-08-21T13:01:00.002+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan~!

i can't wait for it.

nak puasa nak puasa.

here i would like to wish:

my family

my aunty and uncle as well as my cousins

my friends

everyone

a happy ramadhan~! :)

kecik hati!

2009-08-13T02:58:00.002+08:00

alamak.

qiqi kecik hati.

jangan tanya dengan siapa.

tp mmg kecik hati sgt.

but what the heck~!

it's like i cannot live all by myself larr.

haha. tp mmg kecik hati amat!

seyesly i was thinking

are u dumb for not noticing?

tp xpe la.

i dun really mind what happened

tralalalala.

now all i want is that u to zip off urself together and shut up!

life harry potter movie. ahaks

2009-08-08T10:15:00.005+08:00

don't u even believe all of what i wrote for my blog title. most of it is differ from what i wrote though. :D hehe. anyway, it been a few days, oh no, a weeks and half something like that since i wrote about the harry potter movie, which was marvelous~! now we going to move on to something different. some stuffs i did after the last event i wrote. basically just last week, i had helped out in 'gantung-ing' the bendera around college. it was pretty fun since i rarely in a project cos i am very the 'm.a.l.a.s'~ but it was fun~ i don't know. i find everything fun, everything new is nice to learn + experience though. :) on the friday 31 July i went to PC Fair with syikin. we HAD massive fun~! hahaha. kelakar dowh beli printer yg besar. dah la dua-dua budak comel ni (me & syikin. hehe) kecik org nye. nak angkat printer tu, mmg la nampak cam bdk sekolah angkut printer. dah la berat + besar in sense of the kotak. :P tapi best la. hehe. i bought myself a laptop bag. yeah, it sound weird~ hehe.

then last week was pretty much hectic. my sister demam, so i went back home to jaga her for a while, since there is no one at home. ok, to make things clear, she had high fever. so need to go home. kalo demam biasa tak payah la jugak nak balik. :) huhu. then i had meetings on thursday night. ada 2 meetings; satu ngan eileen with all the seni club pengarah. dier menanya kan bila nak start ni nasyid? YES, I'm the Nasyid Pengarah. jgn gelak ok?! hehe. ada kelakar sikit. ;P ok then after the meeting, i need to go and do an audition. then i had my biro tugas-tugas khas meeting with my AJK. asking their opinion on the baju and other related stuff we need to do. sigh~ very tiring! on friday, which is yesterday, i went to decorate the board again with my 2 other AJK. i'm felt guilty for making them turun, but i had to. ada AJK saya yg x bagus. ada 2 org. baik x payah amik awal2. satu tu mmg x pernah datang jugak. menyampah betul! so far, luckily i had AJK yg bagus. suka suka. :)pastu tengahari tu pukul 1250 camtu, pergi derma darah. huhu. bengkak tangan kat area yg kena cucuk. cam best lak tgk dier bengkak! hahaha. betul , cantik je. :P terkagum tgk bengkak sendiri. hehe.

this is the bengkak-ness. excited. :)

i went tu FESKUM evening. ok la. best jugak. tak byk bukak lagi. tp yang tudung2 tu sumer dh bukak. saya sgt suka!! hehe. i just cannot resist the tudung section and baju. or even the cute stuff. but see how la i can control myself. haha. :) going to feskum again later. :)

last but not least, i discovered that i have MOVED ON from the specific person. friends will know who it is. these days however, i saw him dating too many times. got bored already. kata x nak dating. but eventually i know the words will never last. u tell me la, siapa x nak dating. *ahaks, ok ada la kot xnak dating* but ye la, sakit ati je time 1st tau. cakap x serupa bikin apa. kesengalan aje. nasib x kena sepak dengan org. bengong betul budak tu. entah apa entah..

anyway, i better chiow now. gonna meet another friend later. as well doing some homework~ haha.

Harry Potter and me!

2009-07-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

woohoo~! i have watch Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince already~ i know its a late entry but yeah. i was busy hanging out with my cuzens n aunty as well as my siblings this weekend. *LOL* haha. anyway, i went to watch harry on saturday night at 930pm at One Utama. haha kinda of rushing back from tropicana city mall, where my brother is looking for a russian brand watch. luckily we managed to reached home fast and pick up the others like my sisters, cousins and aunty. harry potter 6 ROCKS~! i'm really satisfied with it!! the movie is soo damn cool. i'm sooo loving it. haha. i give it a 2 thumbs up for it. i don't mind watching it twice. i find this harry potter 6 was way better than the previous. i LOVE ron weasley~! *dang* he's my fave among the 3. ok somehow i'm not a fan of harry much. i like the weasley family more. *ting ting* suddenly i lost interest in transformers 3. lalalala. hehe. i mean, u know! its the Harry Potter season now. so ar, yeah. it's time for Harry~! move on bumblebee! *isk isk, actually i like bumblebee too*

*** small note: i manage to go shopping as well the next day after watching Harry. hohoho. i bought a pair of jeans from Giordano, 2 shirts from Nichii and another shirt from this shop in tropicana city mall. hoho. byk dh spending~! gila la. bulan ni je dh berapa byk dh habis guna! aiyoo. mesti kena marah.. *boink qiqi*

i hate my new sem! LOL :p

2009-07-13T21:05:00.003+08:00

:D tajuk yg x memberangsangkan! *LOL* anyway, i have a terrible start of the semester this time around. too many changes of schedule and more. it does make me a bit pening already. oh God! do help me. too many clash between classes. so i really annoyed already! seyesly annoyed sebab byk x amik lg kan. tu yg bengang tu. bengong! uwahh, dh la tukar tak inform kami. x ke sengal. pastu tutorial clash pulak. dh mintak nak tukar tp minoriti je yg clash(which is 3 org je). aiyoo, susah la camnie! :( uhuks..

[away~!]

broken heart ke? not me. maybe. [done]

2009-07-09T01:35:00.004+08:00

perasaan hari ini kurang baik~! entah mengapa. maybe sebab ternampak sesuatu yg unexpected. terkejut kah saya? yup. terkejut bangat. kenapa terkejut? entah. tp x perlu. sebab saya rasa saya mempunyai hati yg kuat mcm tiger biskut. berikut luahan hati dan keluhan hati. =) kekadang terasa tertipu kerana si DIA sebab teringin DIA. tp ku pasrah udah. kumbang bukan seorg! *aqela smile ok~!* :)

am i broken hearted? 50/50

did i actually knew the case where the person actually did have someone special?
yes, i doubt he did, but he didn't tell me the truth. always told me he is scared to be in love.

am i sad? most probably~!

am i jealous?
not really cos i knew somewhere deep inside he have someone. i knew cos he couldn't accept me.

am i a damn ass to believe him? maybe. to think back, yeah maybe.

have i actually moved on with life without him? yeah. something like 60/40 or 70/30.

will i eventually forget him? yeah, i know i will. but it takes time.

why did i feel pain? i have no idea

do i still like him? no~! *seriously*

why i sometimes feel pity for myself? cos i think i wasn't that confident. can't fight for what i want. i am weak. i din't get what i want. FULL STOP.( *.*')V

why did i still felt the pain, not a pang of jealous, but the pain of looking to things i didn't get?
no idea. the feeling is something complex..

[end for now]

**feeling sad but not so. macam mana tu? hahaha*

1st Day

2009-07-06T17:17:00.002+08:00

today is the 1st day of a new semester. not really a nice semester it seems cos a lot of our batch friends is not here. it supposed to be the fun time. haha. but somehow this semester is kind of lonely. don't you think so? i didn't have class with most of my friends, thought most of them are doing intership this semester. sigh~! i miss them already! *LOL* where is my friends when i need them? :D hehe. yeah, there are a few friends who i'm going to hav e dinner together is not here this semester. ooh, being emo again~ :) hehe **i'm in the missing mood** :)

today i just went to 2 classes which are TCEE and Statistics. Okay, the statistic is soo damn boring one. i really bored in the class causing me to fell asleep sebab tetiba ada lecturer. bosan giler. dh la xde note pastu buku pun xde. bosan giler nak mati! adoi..

ooh wait, will write soon. gonna eat dinner at the hall downstair. see u a bit later..

new sem coming~! oh no!

2009-07-01T16:40:00.002+08:00

new sem is coming~! only 4 days more and i hate it. uwaa. i wanted to be on holiday some more. i really do. i do not know why i'm so lazy. hoho. i thought of going out with a friend either thursday or friday, but haven't decide yet. i'm so lazy to meet up during weekend coz always pack with people. i don't like when it comes to crowded people. so hectic~! hehe anyway, this new semester i need to work hard and strunggle to improve my result. chaiyok~! :D

oh yeah, this week is the minggu haluan siswa 09/10 for the new students until this friday. i seen some of them yesterday when i went to UM to pick my sister from work. huhu. kinda excited to see new students. :)

anyway, no idea now. will write more~

gone baby gone

2009-06-25T15:25:00.004+08:00

*weak*
*happy it's holiday*
*bored*
*loving holiday*
*blur*
*frustrated*

ok ok. haha. move on. can u believe the holiday got only 9 or 10 days left before the semester starts? *sigh* i want more holiday~! cis memang mengada. hahaha. dah ada 2 bulan cuti nak cuti lagi. :D anyway, i practically don't have the mood for the study season at the moment. *LOL* i dont wanna come back to UM. haha. but what to do? my home is practically behind UM itself~! haha. i can even see 10th college from my house. *aqela bengong* huhu.

anyway, i just read a friend's blog. she just came back from Umrah. it reminds me about my Umrah one year ago. exactly a year from the time she went. what she wrote was practically 'indah'~! haha. yeah, because at the time when i went to Mecca and Madinah, i felt completely free, happy. i didn't even think about my life here in KL. haha. it didn't even came up to me for the 2 whole weeks, except when i was going back home already. :p however reading her stories and side of view make me think about the feeling i had a year ago when i went for Umrah myself. what an experience though. :) nice moment and wanted to go again. i have a few places/countries myself that i want to visit in the future. you know, france, italy, korea, finland, indonesia (again~!). hehe.

so, this holiday i kinda have done a few things. i'm not sure of saying that i'm proud that i finished doing it. haha. here some:
serious task: PiTUM booklet.
my brother project booklet. (this one i wanna see the output. its gonna be
turned to be a book)

books that i read: stargirl by jerry spinelli
if u could see me now by cecilia ahern
milkweed by jerry spinelli
the broken bridge by phillip pullman.

movies: night at the museum 2
state of play

dramas: boys over flower, korean
bloody monday
ryusei something2. (haha cannot remember the title)
ugly betty season 3 (half way. didn't download another half. hayya..)

okey dokey babes~! i'm lost in translation again. gonna finish here at the moment. am discussing with my brother what time are we going to watch Transformer 2. SHIA!! wait for me~!

here FIND by SS501. my jihu a.k.a kim hyung jool~!

5 things part 1

2009-06-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

5 things i like:
travelling
sleep
watching movie
shopping
playing computer games
**extra >> sleeping <<

5 books i like
kira-kira by ***** (can't remember the author name)
all harry potter books
milkweed by jerry spellmen
ps i love u by cecilia ahern
if i could see u know by cecilia ahern

5 movies i like
transformers
lord of the rings trilogy
harry potter trilogy
27 dresses
dark water (japanese)

5 dramas i like
CSI (vegas and NY)
ugly betty
boys over flower (korean)
my girl (korean)
supernatural

5 actors i like
kim hyung jool!
ewan mcgregor
shia labeouf
jensen ackles
daniel craig

continue later. this is because i'm bored. haha

i'm addicted to 'Boys over Flowers' korean version!

2009-06-12T01:32:00.008+08:00

**kim hyung jool!! i love u~!**

*damn gorgeous + super rich* haha. basically it's the meteor garden but in korean version. though i find this one is appealing and much cuter way of storyline. nicer i guess. atau sebab org dier lebih cute. haha. actually much more handsome than the japanese and the taiwanese one! aaah i could drop and faint for them. haha. being lame is my expertise anyway. i like pretty guys! *ok, kidding* ahaha.

so in love with them. they have almost have everything; money, good-looks, property. but not the love. ahahahha. :P mind me.

the F4 with Jandi, the heroin

F4 Korean
(*Four Flower Boys??*)

again.
**kim hyun joong! u're so cute!**

tired [DONE] helping my brother + register subject

2009-06-09T01:37:00.002+08:00

1.39am. [DONE] i am seriously done with my brother's booklet. kinda 98% successed with the design, just a few yang slack esp. the cover. but nanti esok betul kan. dah tak larat. mata dah jadi panda lagi cam time dulu2 masa study week. ok, haha sebelum study week pun dah mata panda selalu. :P tak boleh diselamatkan mata panda ini. anyway. very the tiring la td. lepas dah complete tadi, pergi try print the booklet to the result. eventhough its the draft. ok-larr i guess. not bad. 95% for me~! yay~ haha. anyway, basically i can almost rest [i think! ooh do let me go~ i hate doing it again. sakit badan, sakit kaki, sakit tangan, sakit mata, everything sakit while doing it. :,(] ooh i wish to settle it soon!! pls, i don't wanna see it anymore. muak la dah. penat penat. aiyoo~

3.30pm. in the evening, i completed and successfully register my next semester subjects. it took me 1 and a half hour to complete it. hahahaha. aqela gila betul. actually i was looking at the koko list which one is nice. yeay, it took me an hour to think~! *LOL* dahsyat gila! hahaha. yang lain dah register, just yang koko tu je tak register lagi. so i was briefly choosing and slow-motionly thinking. after that long hour, i decided to take... penerbitan majalah inggeris~! tak nak amik tarian la. selepas pikir panjang td, nak amik tarian mula2. tp pikir2, aqela keras sgt la. tak boleh nak lembut-lembutkan kaki + tangan + badan. haha. dier cam nanti.. eh eh. haha. so after those long thinking moment, i took magazine thingy. is that sounds boring? oh well, nak amik sukan pun, ada bola sepak je kot tinggal. nanti amik baru tahu. :P but anyway, here are the subjects i have confirmed to take and other subjects mmg not being offered and this is what i managed to register:

Penerbitan Majalah(English)

Professional Writing for Computer Science

Statistics for IT

Data Structure (my beloved subject*bwek*)

Technopreneurhip

Auditing Info System

is it okay? yeah, i hope so. i hope this semester 1 2009/2010 is better~! much better. :) anyway, gotta go and get some sleep. sleepy now. lalalala.

[OUT] 1.56am

New earrings, new updates. :P

2009-06-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

11.11pm. cool~ to start to write a new entry. it's been almost 2 weeks or so, i haven't update my blog. well, been a bit busy doing my brother's project booklet. i'm not sure whether it is good or not. i hope it did cos i'm not good in multimedia. they, which is my mom and brother thought i was. i told them already, but i don't know. they assume i'm good. but what the heck. just let me try for it. hopefully it went well. just need to go for printing later. i just don't like being pressure of what to do of it cos i really don't know how. therefore i like to learn photoshop or multimedia stuffs first rather than u assume i know. clearly i will be bad mood for the entire week doing the booklet cos i was stress of doing it. i really thinks its no good. hahaha. anyway, i have just done with the stuffs of designing it whatever needed. just need to print to check whether i design it correctly. aah well, esok je la buat. otak pening la. cam nak gigit makanan. hahaha. :D

anyway, i got a new earring hole today! haha. this is my 4th 'tindik'~! hahaha. LOL. the 3rd time was last year with my friend ada to teman. she was the one who wants to 'tindik', but she got scared and con me. suruh org buat dulu, nanti dier nak buat. ada kata nak tgk dulu camne org poh kong tu tembak telinga, pastu dier takut. isk3. ditipu ada! haha. pastu td tembak balik sebab dah tutup pulak lubang earring tu padahal baru 1 tahun lepas. cepat betul tutup. the 1st tinding was when i was 7 years old, 2nd tindih was when i was in high school, 14 kot. so today i tindih again wit my sister. she wanted to tindih, so i also gatal2 and tindih jugak la, haha. but i very the menyesal, pilih earring starter yg buruk! bentuk heart shape. tetiba rasa cam budak kecik nye earring. but anyway, i'm LOVIN it!! haha.

pastu sebelum menjadi busy hari tu, telah habis kan 2 drama jepun which stars the ARASHI boys~ haha. my favourite japanese band~! the 1st drama was 'Uta No Onni-san' which star the Arashi's Ohno Satoshi. He's sooo cute. for me la, dier cute. org lain tak tahu la. hehe. tp Nadhrah pun minat jugak Ohno. comel2.. sila lihat. cerita tu lawak gak ar. dengan si prince bongok tu. perghh, giler apa tgk lelaki pakai seluar leotard! eeewww. geliii. then the 2nd drama was ryusei no kizuna. yg ni serius sikit la story dier, tp ada lawak sikit. but more love of the sibling thingy. cute la in that sense u know. having to know someone love u and back up for u. in this drama, the Arashi member was ninomiya kazunari. he is also quite, but i like ohno more. this guy played in yamada taro drama. ahh, i LOVE ARASHI! terima kasih Nadhrah dan adik saya kerana mengenalkan Arashi kepada aqela. haha. habis jd hantu cari sumer lagu arashi and cerita. tp saya x suka jun mastu yg main cerita hana yori dango tu. tak tahu kenapa. huhu. anyway, bagi 2 thumbs up for both drama!

for tomorrow, i 'm gonna register subject for the new semester~! hoho, i'm going to be in the 3rd year next semester. Man, felt like baru 1st year~ haha. all those 1st year time seems far. rasa cam baru last semester. how i missed my 1st year yg aman dan damai. haha. terasa tua pulak. nak jadi 1st year balik boleh? hehe. itu tukar course balik la nampak nye. :P tp most of my geng is gonna do their intership(LI). So i won't see them. arre + emi doing their internship at kedah, nat at setapak, nabila at kl. so there are only me, wanie, ada and adila be there in the faculty next sem for the geng. oh and marleni. haha terlupa mar pulak~ mar IT student. lupa lak. hehe.

then after register subjects esok, akan pergi tengok wayang my mother as well as buying dvd hana yori dango korean version. yg japanese version ada dlm computer besar kat rumah. huhu.

okay, will see you guys tomorrow or the day after for new entry~! :D peace out.

tagging from husna :P

2009-05-26T14:17:00.002+08:00

What cloth you wearing now?
pyjamas. haha. it's shirt la.

What colour is it?
white

When your last meet with someone you love?
6th May 2009. (someone i admired more to it. not love :))

Do you want to meet him/her again?
not really. trying to get over him. haha

What the last thing you eat?
bread with chocolate

Drink?
apple juice.

Favourite food?
hurm, roti canai~! chicken chop kat tappers + meat balls at ikea.

Favourite drinks?
teh ais and nescafe. i'm addicted to coffee. :)

Favourite colours?
purple and green. not mixed. the colour alone.

Favourite place to be?
rumah saya. hehe.

Favourite song?
gavin degraw songs, scar by paparoach, linkin park, clay aiken, vanessa carlton, david cook, david archuleta. aish, too many. huhuhu. :p

Are you happy with your given name?
yes, absolutely. saya suka bangat. :D

What is the one thing you like to do alone?
travelling. buat muka angau. pastu melalak lagu kegemaran. haha.

What’s a major fear or yours?
i have no idea. it should be Allah. But i think i'm scared to talk in front of the audition. that is during presentations. i hate talking and it is my deepest fear. :P

Do you know anyone famous?
i think so. hurm.

Describe your bed.
cozy. but can give u sakit belakang. haha

What do you carry with you at all times?
obviously my lovely purse. as well as kesayangan ky handphone. xleh hidup tanya 2 benda ini. hehe

Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
blend in i think. i don't really stand out.

What kind of first impression do you think you give people?
SOMBONG~!!! seyesly i think i give that impression to others. haha

Favorite communication method?
sms. ym. kecuali benda penting, kena face to face.

What is your hidden talent?
cooking kot. hahaha

Do you own a Bible?
nope, dun own one. but read it once in the hotel to learn what is it actually.

Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of friends?
yep. haha.

What should you be doing instead of this?
playing facebook quiz

Who was the last person who called you?
my sister in law.

Are you ready?
hurm..

What is the last gift you gave someone?
couldn't remember. give a lot of gift to everyone. honestly.

Does everything happen for a reason?
yeah. i do think so.

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
yes.

Have you ever pierced your own body part or that of someone else?
nope.

Do you cry in front of your friends?
yeah, i did. twice.

Would you die to save the life of someone you dearly love?
have to think about it. haha. at the moment. dun think so. :P

Do you have any married friends?
haha. ada banyak dh. u should how old am i. hahaha

Do you like thunderstorms?
not really. i like sunny day more.

What was your first job?
entah la. no idea.

What’s the strangest thing that’s happened to you in the past week?
none. haha.

You have a crush, don’t you?
yeah i think.

Who?
haha. won't tell. it's secret. :P

Do you talk a lot?
i think i talk a lot. haha

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my sister.

What are your plans for the weekend?
going shopping. but not really confirm. LOL

How much money would it take for you to give up the internet for a year?
billion and billion of dollars. haha

Where’s your ideal marriage location?
hawaii. hahaha i have no idea. if i did, i won't tell. haha

How long have you known your best friends?
since primary school.

What are you listening to?
believe by arashi

What was the last thing you laughed at?
yesterday (monday), while watching get smart on dvd. haha stupid story. i dun like the movie. :P

What do you wish you were doing right now?
makan burger king, french chicken. sgt lapar nie~! isk3.

What musical instrument do you wish you could play?
drum

If you could speak any language, which language would you speak?
Japanese, Korean and French. haha

People I would like to tag?
lea
waaz
clive
azrie

>>> gila panjang tagged husna nie. huhu. hampir pengsan jawab. hahaha.

my shoe on sale

2009-05-23T21:56:00.006+08:00

okay. there a wedges i'm gonna sell it off. worn twice kot. going to sell it for RM25, can be considered to lesser the price. Then there is a baju i want to sell off as well, pink colour cardi (or can i considered it a cardi?) for RM20. Below the picture of both item.

i miss someone who i should not have miss

2009-05-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

sigh~! another emo entry. well, another moment i felt emo again. i suddenly miss someone i should not have miss. kenapa tetiba rindu nie? i even counted the days of the last time i talk to him. unbelieveable, but yeah. i did count it! i would not tell how many days but its been weeks. i think~ *LOL* uwaa kenapa tetiba rindu ni~ isk, i should have move on. well i did move on. it just at times i suddenly remember him and this feeling came along, bugging me whether to talk to him either in friendster, ym or others. but i have make my decision to just see how long can i actually forget him. basically how long will i not contact-ing him. just to get over him and stuffs. oh how i dislike my heart when it is this way. cos i felt like a fool~ all i have to tell my heart is **MOVE ON**. there are many other people who is better. ooh STAR TREK! do come filling my brain again. i was just excited about it yesterday. suddenly the loneliness appeared and ruin my mood. hahaha. one of those days~! oh well.. aqela is moving on~

~~(",) hampa hatiku by ungu as well check yes juliet by we the kings song in the background singing to me~! tralalalalala..

B.L.O.O.D.Y M.O.N.D.A.Y part 1

2009-05-17T01:10:00.005+08:00

Shock? haha. a title that might shock u~ but yeah, BLOODY MONDAY. it's the title of the Japanese drama i just watched and complete watching it. *damn cool* 2 words to describe! haha. basically the Jdorama was excellent~ the story is about hacking here and there. he can do anything by hacking. hack the communication here and there. quite awesome though. i don't know how that takagi can do it that fast. very cool~ fuh, wish i have the ability to type fast and how to hack into other people computer and network. i wonder how people hack the network as well as to know the transmission through the computer thingy, hacking and stuffs. then there is his sidekick butt friend, otoya. he is another genius~! he kinda know everything and notice any weird or something u hardly notice. hurm, nice nice~ love this drama. very suspense story. story line also quite unique. different a bit. but overall, i'm giving it a full 5 stars. :D

anyway, this is a short entry. so lastly but not least, recommended this drama for ya~ for damn cool. i like~ 3 thumbs up. haha. *lol* eeeh camne tu 3 thumbs up? haha.

the chart of the BLOODY MONDAY character. kinda small~! sorry ya. didn't manage to make it larger.

<---- this is one of the many poster of it. this is the main character, Takagi Fujimaru (Falcon)

Ashina Sei as Minami Kaoru. I like her among the other girls/women in the drama cos she is very tough lady~ *cool chick*

Yoshizawa Hisashi as Kirishima Goro. I saw this guy in Yamada Taro and love him soon after i watch him. *cute cute + deeply in love wit him* haha.

Muira Haruma as Takagi Fujimaru (Falcon). Ok, this is the hero of the story. kinda cute. but i like otoya more i think. but his character is unique! love his character much much~! i think he look a bit like kame in kat-tun. but kame tu perasan giler nye mamat.. org ni ok sikit i think. haha.

Sato Takeru as Kujo Otoya. Character ni kinda genius. more like a psyhic for the main character. he is like the 'eye' for falcon. falcon is the main behind the code. haha. Otoya looks like Peter Ho of this taiwanese actor. some people might know peter ho from crounching tiger hidden dragon drama series. but anyway, i like otoya~ :D

~~~~~~(",) next japanese drama to watch in my list: singing big brother (as recommended by Nadhrah), Honey & Clover and Kuizora( recommended by Azrie). :) lalalalala. what a holiday~! gonna stuck in front of the tv and internet 24/7. dh la dah addicted to farm town~! aiyoo.. hahaha :D

sweet~! penat

2009-05-08T20:06:00.003+08:00

woohoo~! today was fun. quite seronok! best~ ahahaha. this morning we went to TTDI wet market. i was in the second group with Mike (aka Mak Kam Jie), Cheah, Parvin, this another guy(sorry didn't know ur name~! hehe), Emily and Vahid. But i was paired with Mike. today was quite okay than yesterday but i didn't much money as the others, but at least much more than yesterday. :) *smile smile* ada pakcik cina yang baik! dier tegur cakap 'adik buat apa adik? promote apa utk university?" wahahaha. sayang pakcik tu~! baik sangat. oleh itu saya dpt menambahkan income saya. hehe. bagus2. :D then at 10.40am camtu, gi around the shoplots at TTDI tu. yg ni yg best! haha. sebab kena divide into 2 groups, i went with cheah & parvin. mike went with the others. masa cheah pergi to another shop, i and parvin went to this restaurant makanan johor. hehe. time cakap2 & bodek2 ngan tuan punya kedai, dier terus agreed! itu after cheah tunjuk contoh size booklet yg nak di'print'kan. haha. sebab kalo x tunjuk, dier mesti dh x nak. :P hehe. pakcik tu kelakar sikit. bagus pakcik~ semoga restaurant pakcik dilimpah rezeki. :D best best sebab kedai 1st i and parvin approached for the morning and dpt. suka~ then selepas itu rezeki kami dicucuri rezeki. sebab petang tu tukar group lain pulak, with Shook Yean, Teck Liong, Premen, and a few others to Puchong, area 101 Mall. Best gak tempat nie. bila promote nak minta advertise and sponsor, byk yg minat. nadhrah & me manage to get two(2). Itu pun, dier org akan fax to us back, but really interested! woohoo~! way to go nadhrah! haha. sebab dier yg byk ckp. kesian dier kena ckp. hehe. anyway, hari ni sgt fun!! oh so nice~! :) saya suka! happy + penat + suka suki~ PiTUM go PiTUM!

pastu ni baru balik makan ngan rumate. sok dier balik rumah~! sedih, so saya gi bilik nadhrah la esok. sebab nanti sorang2. sepi giler kolej. x best. kekadang best! haha. anyway, will write soon.

penat giler dowh~!

2009-05-07T20:10:00.003+08:00

pwehhh. sgt penat okay tadi~! saya memulakan hari ini sgt awal iaitu pukul 530pg utk bangun & get ready. agak berkobar-kobar gak td masa briefing tp masa nak minta donation, saya sangat malu!! tp tebalkan muka. dh berapa kali entah kena reject. tp mmg malang. dapar 1 org je and makcik tu bg 10 ringgit. so sepanjang pagi, hanya ada 10 ringgit je ngan saya. huhu.. org lain dapat rm50++. sangat banyak~! saya agak sebab saya x dpt cakap elok pastu org mmg x nak bg. susah gak la nk minta. so sgt tensen. other than that, sgt penat. saya dpt area SS2, azrie + nadhrah ss24. penat jalan satu SS2 tu, sgt besar! penat giler. pastu balik kolej kul 1.20ptg, qiqi gi solat jap n jumpa balik kul 1.50pm, which petang tu gi berjaya times square. kat situ pergi tanya any shop yg rasa nak advertise their shops in the booklet and if any of them wants to open a booth during the pc fair thingy. we reach college at 6pm, and ws very exhausted. penat giler. hope tomorrow is the end. but i hate the donation thing. i really did. for pitum, at first i thought it was boring, i find this thing is getting interesting from bit to bit. only the donation drive is suck~ damn sucker.. anyway, gonna find the mood. even when friends told me this thing is trashy of me being inside the project alone and how trashy the project is, i kinda like the project now. so sometimes i do find it hard to accept it.

donation drive? oh no~!

2009-05-06T19:26:00.002+08:00

today was hectic~ i was quite penat. 2 meeting in a day. yikes~! firstly i went to the PiTUM (which stands for Pesta IT Universiti Malaya) MT meeting at 10am. Things are discussed here and there. bom here and there. sigh~! i could only sigh once and twice and again. haha. dunno. there are scareness + something new + thinking of having fun as well as work hard + dunno what to do. LOL. how how? helps~! i was alone. so not nice but at the same time i think i need to be strong and make new friends too right? cannot be too intimadated and feeling small. I need to be brave and communicate. i think i am lack of confidence in talking to other people. uwaa. how to improve my skills. help help here~ i need some stuffs to improve the skills as well as be confidence.

then at 2pm, there was another meeting of PiTUM for the MT n AJK for the donation drive thingy tomorrow. this is what i am scared of! how to talk to people and persuade them to donate to you? u tell me how. haha. i really do not have any idea how to ask. luckily i think i have friends to be there. i also wished i am going to be paired to any one of them. either nadhrah or azrie. i want them! uwaa. i really did. i'm sooo the totally not independent. i really dependent to someone in this kinda stuff. oh do accept my prayers~! :) i want to be paired either one of them!

tommorrow is basically a new challenge. i will definitely learn new stuffs right? do pray for me that i did well ok. pls pls do~! i'm scared deep inside of me. bismillah, everything will be okay. anyway, here is the schedule i received to do the donation drive thingy which are;

7th May: 7am-12pm & 2-6pm
8th May: 7am-12pm
9th May: 7am-12am

doesn't it so long~! i can find myself sleeping right after the donation drive. wahh penat gila la camni~! seyesly sgt panjang. satu hari lak tu. be ready aqela. mlm ni tido awal ok! ohohoho.. almost the whole evening i spend with nadhrah, husna + azrie. :P cos i'm bored and don't like being left alone. haha.

3days~! do hurry and pass faster. i got other things to do too like the brochure thingy! lol~ cepat la ok berlalu! :P

bosan~

2009-05-05T22:38:00.002+08:00

saya bosan.
tett~!
tak tahu buat apa.
tett~!
PiTUM x abis lg. kena siap kan!
help. :P

public void HabisExam() { suka}

2009-05-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

yes yes~! exam DS dah habis semalam at 130pm. sangat happy exam dh selesai, but i'm not doing my best in it though. sangat mengharap kan buat yg terbaik. i hope and pray i really pass this semester! i cannot see myself in the class anymore. please do not make it tougher to pass mr chiew~ penat nak goda DS nie. haha. sayang mr chiew. hehe. oleh kerana nak gila dh data structure td, qiqi, lea and nonie gi borak2 kat bawah tempat parking. hoho. kesejukan dtc membuat ku brain freeze! ooh sejuk giler babe~! haha. pastu terjumpa mr chiew masa nak gi parking, then nonie gi tegur lak. saya segan. lea pun. hehe tp lepas exam DS sgt best~ saya rasa sangat lega. cian lea, dier ada exam lagi esok. exam utk paper major AI. xleh nak gumbira bersama qiqi. :D

after DS exam & lepaking wit nonie, lea, qaira & wanie, i went and ronggeng with farah the bomb~ gi makan pizza then tgk movie 'Wolverine'. pergh hensem gila wolverine a.k.a hugh jackman! he's sooo HOT!! really, u should watch it! the guy who play gambit is also DAMN HOT~ lalalala. sorry for the word, but yeah. extreme hotness. haha. wahhhh i'm in love with hugh jackman! sgt handsome. next in line to get married: aqela + hugh jackman! haha.

okay, will write soon~! :)

otak terlalu mampat~!

2009-05-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

ooh DS kesygan~! pada tarikh 3 May 2009, tepat pukul 3 pagi, kami telah mencatatkan sikap berkobar-kobar untuk study. padahal qiqi dh study siang itu tanpa makan dan sangat lapar. pukul 6 petang baru makan utk 1st meal hari sabtu itu. tp walaupun study siang itu, qiqi masih x ingat apa yang dibaca. kobar-kobar nak baca malam tu jugak, tp tepat pukul 11 mlm, qiqi menemani rakannye marleni isi minyak kereta nya and qiqi beli burger di 3rd kerana hampa ditinggalkan wanie hanapiah untuk makan di warung. qiqi sangat lapar dan tiada rakan. sebaik sahaja selepas balik dari teman mar, qiqi pergi menyerang wanie utk melihat dier jika dier ada di bilik. aaah dier dh balik terdetik hati qiqi kerana nampak kasut nya. ku menjerit nama nye and dier terkejut. dier telah mengajak qiqi ke warung utk makan bersama nya dan k.dila. lalu kami pun beredar. padahal dalam hati 'aku nak study ni, makan sekejapla'. :P walaubagaimanapun, tersasul sampai pukul 2 pagi kami di warung tergelak-gelak sambil riang ria bersama 3 lagi rakan sepermainan iaitu kak su, faiz yusof dan suria. kesian suria nak study, kami gelak2~! sorry suria! hehe. so qiqi balik ke bilik dan sambung study.

sebelum tu gi check ym sekejap kalo2 ada org tinggalkan pesan. ooh ada. qiqi membalasnye. tapi tetiba ada gerak hati nak 'buzz' si azrie cun ni. ahaks~! rupanye dier invi. nasib baik! tanpa di duga dan malas jika duduk di bilik sendirian, qiqi telah mengajak nye dating bersama kekasih kami encik DS~!!! ooh sungguh x sangka kami merajuk ngan encik DS ni. pada pukul 4, qiqi berjalan tergesa-gesa ke bilik study di B400 sebab lewat datang utk dating yang sepatutnye pukul 330 pg. kami ingin mendapat jawapan tepat dari en DS, menyerap ilmu en DS. tp apakah mampu? masih dpt sikit sahaja. :D bersama-sama rakan seorg lagi; miss nadhrah cool~, kami berjuang apa sahaja demi en DS yg tersayang. sambil baca, sambil head banging membaca DS. *lagu band background di bilik study level B400* qiqi yg hampir tido, nadhrah jugak, azri masih cool membaca. wahhh hebat! pastu nadhrah membuat statement power pagi itu tepat pukul 5++. kami tergelak2. fresh balik ar sikit. then sambung baca.

tepat pukul 7 pagi, kami pergi breakfast bersama en clive hensem. selama 3 jam menatap en DS, kami perlu menatap jejaka lain. nasib baik ada en clive. haha. pastu makan burger utk sarapan macam x pernah makan. hehe. qiqi sangat lapar. tapi bila sebut makanan breakfast, qiqi terus segar. haha. sebaik sahaja dapat makanan sarapan pagi sedap kami, husna datang menyusul dan dating bersama dan menepatkan 4 perempuan dan 1 jejaka. wakakakaka. cukup column~! pastu en clive meninggalkan kami sebaik sahaja kamu selesai makan. oleh kerana tidak mahu jumpa en DS buat masa terdekat, kami berempat yg comel gila lagi cun telah mengambil angin pagi bersama dengan berjalan2 di kolej dan bersiar2 hingga depan rumah pengetua. sambil tergolek lagi merenung zebra crossing itu, kami berjalan pulang dengan hati yang berat kerana akan jumpa en DS semula. :P pastu yg kelakar nye, miss azrie cun gelabah sebab ada kerengga di baju nye. teehee comel ja~ kami tergelak2. saya dh lama x nampak husna, rindu pulak. eh lari topik. pastu depan pintu pagar kolej, seekor makhluk lagi telah mengigit ibu jari miss azri cun~ haha. dier telah menendang2 makhluk itu. padahal jerit dulu sebelum tu. hehe. miss nadhrah jugak ceria seperti selalu. tetiba qiqi rasa sgt best pagi ini walaupun x tido satu malam. selesai menghapuskan makhluk itu, kami berlarian itik ke bilik masing2. sungguh indah pagi ini. miss qiqi, miss azri, miss nadhrah & miss husna akan mengenang kan pagi yg indah ini. sangat nyaman~! ooh why i like this morning? sebab saya dpt lepak bersama junior kesayangan ku. lalala.. study sama2. pergh, tak pernah kot study sama2 sambil x tido baca en DS~! so make sure u don't wanna see me next sem u better let me go ok en DS kesygan~. i know u love me! *XOXO - gossip girls*

the gossip girls members: miss qiqi, miss azri, miss nadhrah and miss husna. :P XOXO

2009-05-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

perasaan sy yg bongek~

2009-05-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

saya ada perasaan yg sgt bongeks sekarang~
uwaaa
saya x tahu kenapa asyik camni?
kenapa ni aqela?
tolong la lupakan segala2 nye!! :(

hati ini memanggil kamu~

2009-04-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

perasaan apa kah ini? saya sgt bosan. hehe. SAD exam paper baru habis today. meaning, i left only 1 paper to go, which is my beloved Data Structure~! seyesly quite tough. but i have 3 days to study harder and harder. saya nak lulus. nak sgt. pastu carry mark DS saya x bagus cam member saya. saya nak dpt sama ngan member saya, tp x dpt achieve. saya rasa sebab labtest saya x bagus. x tak dapat buat ngan baik2. saya sedih. SAD exam td pun x berapa nak okay. asyik tgk hussein madya, budak indon tu wat, saya jadi gelabah. terpikir di benak hati; "ADOI! kenapa qiqi x baca ngan byk ni? nak tulis byk2 cam hussein." hussein buat dengan sgt relax! org yg kat sebelah pulak yg takut. saya sgt blank. tak terkata apa dier nak. especially soklan no 3. yg lain ok sikit kot. confident 2 soklan je ok. lg 3, hurm.. heee menyesal nye~ tp sebab saya tengok result carry mark DS saya mlm sebelum tu kot. saya x de mood. hurm, so nampaknye kena study la utk DS kesygan ku itu. :) saya x nak tengok muka saya dlm kelas tu lagi. saya malu. sangat malu. asyik muka saya je ada dlm tu. saya sendiri bosan tgk muka saya dlm kelas tu. kalo comel + pandai nye muka xpe ar lg. ni asyik wat muka blur + mengantuk. apa la. patut malu akan diri sendiri. hehe ni pun patut baca buku DS ni. sila hafal ya~ hahaha

pastu apa lg eh.. oh yeah. siapa dh tengok 'talentime' by yasmin ahmad? pretty good movie though. that indian guy is soooo hensem~! haha. but i like the songs more la. sungguh bermakna. haha. anyway, ada satu lagu ni called 'angel' by atilia. i'm not sure whether most of u know her or not. but that is one her song beside sangkar. this song have 2 versions which is in english as well as malay, just like the other 2 songs sang by aizat called 'just one boy' and 'i go'. good translation i can say. ahaa quite good~! anyway, this is a portion of the angel song in malay, which kept singing and stuck in my brain:

angel, tunjukkan la mata hati mu
seperti selalu
ku tahu
kerdipan bintang
pasti kau hilang

(chorus)
bawa daku bersama mu
oooo
bawa daku bersama mu
oooo

ku inginkan hanya kamu
percaya la kepada ku
angin hembuskan rindu ku
ku tahu nurani diri ku
mahu ku hanya kamu
lirikan senyuman yg membisu
tetapi hanya kamu

ini x penuh tau. atas dier dh hilang. saya x dapat tangkap apa dier nyanyi. hehe.

this is the english version:

Angel

I have a dream of you I can't defined

You've been on my mind

Don't go

I feel lost without you by my side

Lost and on my own

Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel

Your brightest star is shining next to mine

Every night and day

You know

Stars exploded then they fade away

Then they fade away

Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Would you please be my babe

Come by and I lay you down

I'm loving when you say

I love you too

Won't you please be my honey

I'm sorry that I let you down

Your eyes are breaking my heart in two

Break my heart in two

Angel

May the one above us keep you safe

Every night and dayIf he knows

How I love the smile all on your face

When you are here to stay

Yeah I'm falling for an angel

so long, so slow, yet so romantic~! haha saya agak suka lagu nie. sebab saya teringat sesuai. certain people akan tahu kenapa saya suka. ada lagu satu lagu saya suka juga. tapi nanti la saya copy and paste the lyrics.

owh how i really can't wait for holidays~! i want my holiday! i want i want i want. sgt penat dh. roomate dh packing barang. dierorg dh habis exam! best nye. apatah lagi roomate saya sempat berlawak kata 'kiki, nak coklat utk awak. utk happy2 day. exam saya dh habis and saya nak balik!' wahh jeles. haha. saya ada lagi satu paper. x best. :)

saya nak gi genting~ sapa nak teman? jom la gi ramai2. :) saya nak.

realize

2009-04-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

i just read a friend's blog~ something i realize, life is so full of challenge. all we need to do is learn & be strong. so we become mature and wiser. i dunno, but somewhat what she said is most and close to my heart. i deeply felt the same way.

i used to fall for guys easily. everytime my heart is broken by anyone that i like, i will definitely find a new target to like. the weird is i will definitely have a new target within a month. belum sempat sedih2, dh ada target baru. but now not anymore. that used to be the old me. now when i like someone, it will be hard to forget. kind of hard~! i am more focus cos i think i have grew older and know what is best for me.

anyway, from her blog, i REALIZE. friends, family and the one who love me are much more important than those love. friends and family are always there for you. and by the word friends, it means the friends who will always be there with you no matter what condition you are in; in good times or trouble. basically a true friends. for family, yeah. they are always there for you no matter what. thats the advanatges. :)

thx to that friends! i realize there is more to live and happy for it. i realize what is life is all about. i realize what hurt is all about. i realize the experiece i learnt. i realize to love myself more. i realize to be strong. thanx azrie for the entry! the entry was about her heart. but i felt the same way as what she wrote. it was wonderful! thanx! i have realize more! :D

fly my heart away..

2009-04-24T14:09:00.000+08:00

feeling free like a bird did i? i think i was definitely feeling pretty much okay now. after all the things i was thinking of telling him is over. i was feeling lega now! at least i know what is his answer. i am definitely S.A.T.I.S.F.I.E.D with his answer~! ok la. tak la rasa cam sedih atau frustrated sangat. i don't know. Some people might thinks its weird and how did i actually not feeling anything like marah ke, bengang ke apa? but yeah i just don't felt anything. but anyway, one thing for sure i was HAPPY~!! at least we were still friends. ok la kan? =) entah la. basically cam okay~! tak reti la nak cakap. tp.. ok actually ada sedikit cam erm, feeling i wanted him to say yes. ada sikit sedih gak la sekarang. semlm x rasa sedih. tp hari ni baru rasa. but, i am actually understand why he say no and he gave me a good explaination. eventhough at first he was really gelabah. supposedly it was me who need to be gelabah but in the middle of it, it was him who actually is. however i really salute his attitude. mmg baik la org nya. at least masa last2 tu lepas i asked him can we be friends again and forget what i had said to him. i was really lega he said ok. but honestly i didn't felt any hard feeling towards him. x de marah sangat la. pilu la sikit. haha. tp aqela kan tabah org nya! =) basically the feeling yesterday was a mixture of sedih + happy + lega + blank + takut! haha. sedih sebab x dpt extra. tp x mengapa, aku jugak tidak menyesal. sebab apa yg telah terjadi aqela bangga dengan diri sendiri kerana sikap berani. happy sebab at least kwn. lega pun sebab dh bgtau. blank + takut tu sebab mula2 x tau nak cakap. anyway, i'm fine! moving on now! haha i'm still happy with myself~! seyesly, saya bangga ngan diri sendiri + happy sendiri + good to be single. jika ada seseorang itu, bagi saya perlu hingga ke akhirnye. perlu seseorg yg tepat. sebab org itu yang akan menjaga saya selama2 nya. yg akan mati hidup sama2.perkenalan juga perlu dlm niat yg baik + ikut sunnah. haha. cara Islam kan? betul kan. saya sensitif sikit. mmg suka cara ini. mcm emo. :D sebab saya takut kalo dkat sangat ngan lelaki. kalo kwn2 biasa, mmg la aqela x tak malu. just bila dh ada some other feeling, saya takut sikit. but, even when i'm not scared pun, i prefer this cara than couple. i don't know why, but my mind mcm dh ter'set' camnie. i like this choice. Islam is my way~! hehe :)

other than that, i am definitely studying on my another 4 papers, but more focus on the next week 1st. terrible really for studying at the late minute. should have schedule on the studies 1st but as many of you know i am soooo the malas one. haha. sangat malas nak study! apa nak jadi nie eh aqela? sangat malas semester ni.. how to be the old me like last semester. last semester sangat rajin. hehe. agak la rajin. tp i have make appointment wit lea cute to study SAD + DS!
chaiyok2 aqela! ada 4 papers lagi to go nie. need to baca sgt byk benda. haha. aqela can do it. study! i need tips. =) hehe

after 4 may, i'll be sgt seronok!! yay~ just ada PiTUM nye donation drive. malas sgt sebenarnye. :) entah mengapa. sgt malas. sebab kena buat pamphlet lagi. malas nye~! uwaaa mls.. haha tp kena wat. hehe aqela dan kemalasan mmg dh jati dah. dh mcm ibu dan anak. tido pun sama. haha. suka apa! :p hehe

ok babe, will write soon~ do keep me inform with anything. kinda down these days + lazy!

sedikit free~!

2009-04-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

oops sgt lama tak post entry! sgt malas sebenarnye + konon2 nak study la jugak sebab exam month kan~! so far, baru 2 papers dh habis. next paper is next Monday on 27th April. sungguh lambat gap exam dier. x best! saya sangat x suka gap byk2! tapi x suka exam sebelah2 jugak. haha. pelik nye aqela. :D however next week sumer subject membaca. wahahaha. direct pulak tu. 27th, 29th, 30th April sumer subject membaca yg sgt banyak topics! subject itu adalah:

Organizational Theory
Information Security
System Analysis & Design

sungguh bosan~! therefore kena study ni. dh la sumer banyak topics. bukan topic sikit2. apa la! hehe. sem ni jugak, mood study xde sgt if compare ngan last semester. tak tahu kenapa sgt malas! waaaah kenapa aqela sangat malas ni sem nie? think by yourself why? :D

anyway, next issue would be about ehem2 again. kinda boring kan? teehee. tp sikit je kot nie. erm, well, actually sekarang dh xde perasaan sgt kat dier dh compare to last time. memang sangat x excited gila la cam dulu. rasa nye dulu lagi gila kot kalo jumpa. mesti sangat suka + happy + senyum sorang2. hehe. then dah kind of forget about him. suddenly a friend ym ni and tell him about my feelings. so dah start balik kegilaan nie. i mean bukan suka balik la. just i cannot stop wondering whether he actually thinks something different. how how? pls tell me. i am completely confused. not confused about my feeling, but confused of what to do next. most of my friends say 'GO! GO! KIKI GO! Go and tell him ur feeling!'. I have the high spirit and suddenly became inspire to tell him. Butwhen I wanted to actually type it, i could make it. Suddenly i become... GEDEBUSH! pengsan~! sebab sangat takut nak meluahkan. pastu kena cubit by sumer org sebab x meluahkan. memang lah tak nak kecewa, tp saya sangat takut nie. sila paham. hati aqela x kuat. hehe.. anyway, i was still thinking of how can i overcome this. this have overcome my life and i'm always so STRESSED! when i see him~ everytime i see him or his friends, i will definitely R.U.N!! seriously! aqela pasti lari. tak tahu kenapa. dah cam jadi automatic kalo jumpa, or more specific terserempak, i will definitely run or turn. i shouldn't do that right? cos it shows that i like him bukan? tapi entah. macam dh spontaneous begitu. hehe. hopefully i can forget this with peace. haha.

anyway, to the others, G.O.O.D L.U.C.K for this final exams!! Chaiyok~! :)

at H.O.M.E~

2009-04-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

yes~ every assignments & presentations are [DONE]! so happy~! there is just 2 assignments that need to be submitted on Monday. but oh, well.. now its a S.T.U.D.Y W.E.E.K mode as well as holiday mode. haha. okay, supposedly i should be studying, but u know, a few days would be a holiday. however, i will indeed study after that. =)

hoho. tomorrow i will be heading to Johor Bahru to meet my cuzen~ yay yay! very happy indeed. yang nie consider holiday la kejap. haha. penat wat assignments + presentations la. so need some holiday~! yay! haha. will be back on wednesday i think. so most probably i won't updating my blog everyday. :) then what else, basically the reason i'm going off to johor is to visit my relative that i haven't meet for so long. at the same time, i will be going to visit my other cuzen since i haven't got the chance to see her on her wedding day. so, probably will need to visit her and see how things were over there. pretty much excited to go since it been so long. PLUS i bought the ticket by myself. haha. thats what i'm excited more than anything. :D yep, because i never bought bus ticket for myself my whole life. ahahaha.

anyhow, will write soon later. wanna go watch harry potter on astro now! yeah, i'm home already! hehehe =)

love qiqi
xoxo

adakah aku gila? suka itu aku punya~

2009-04-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

haha. ok itu tajuk just statement~! :D some assignments are done. yay~! suka. a few dah present. therefore status assignment jugak dh tukar like:

SAD [DONE] presentation + submission
ISM [DONE, but] not yet presentation + submission
Theory [half DONE] dh presentation + not yet submission.
SECURITY [no changes] both not done. haha..

but pretty much done, and less burden sebab assignments dh hampir habis. lega dowh~! kalo x, rasa sgt x best. very the stress! this sem is quite gila.. i'm not into the sem this time around cos my schedule are pretty much not nice one.. basically, to me, this semester was quite a teruk for me to adjust. or most tepat answer is that i didn't manage my time well this time around. OVER PLAYED! haha. that's me~! sem ni banyak main! seyesly yes.. walaupun have to be equal, but i can't help but play and play and more play. because my life is full of play-ness. hehe. why would u miss all those fun in ur 'muda-mudi' life? hahaha. but do not, miss out ar ur academic life~ itu lebih penting. haha *LOL* best2 to play & have fun~ :D

anyway, i just read a blog of a friend of mine, AZRIE~! she awarded me one of those awesome blog she read/like. aha.. something i could talk about here aite. actually i was the one who R.E.A.L.L.Y L.O.V.E. her blog! quite interesting, cos i was the one who always keep track of what she wrote in her blog. in her blog there is something i like the most to read, a blog that always make u wanna come back n read it again. haha. seyesly~! do go over n tag or link her. quite interesting. ada sedikit jenaka n lawak. always make me laugh reading it, but when there is moments when she luahan her perasaan, i did felt the same way as she does. i wonder if azrie even notice that what she felt is what i felt when i was her during my youngest moment. haha. i'm not that old, duhhh~ haha.. but when i was her age. :D *LOL* terlebih sudah.. terlalu banyak puji. haha. anyway, here the award! :D

1. The winner can put the logo on his/her awesome blog

2. Link the person you received your award from.
## azrie yg cute ## blog url: http://www.noazrie.blogspot.com

3. Nominate max 7 other blog

azrie cute~
husna cunnn!
waaz
leafareesya.
dzul fahmie
** saya jarang baca blog org lain. so ada limited blog like them that i read. no other people. will read their blogs when they promote it or when i like the blog =)**

Leave a message on the blogs of those you’ve nominated!

erm, xpe la. mekaseh. haha. xde masa la sekarang. just ada masa nak upload entry je.
hahaha. alasan.. sengal lg sekali. :P

anyway, arinie jugak kelas habis kul 9mlm. but, as usual kelas habis 9++. penat sgt. sebab yesterday i slept at 5am. pastu bangun solat, pastu tido balik, then wake up again at 9am in the morning becoz dh janji ngan dila kamila tu buy tiket to jb as well as cucuk duit. sebab xde duit nak byr tiket bas yg MAHAL nak mati tu. nanti nak tanya waaz, berapa ringgit duit balik johor sebenarnye. haha. nampak sgt jakun x pernah naik bas express! tp mmg x pernah. sekali je pernah,tp makcik ku tersyg yg belikan. hehe. tp dila sakit perut. so gi sorg2, tp jumpa mar, dpn kolej n gi skali. Mar nak cucuk duit jugak. so pergi sama2. at last, dpt jugak beli tiket bas yg diidami! kuikuikui. xpernah naik bas & beli tuket bas. so cam SANGAT excited! haha. every second gi check tiket bas tu. haha. nasib xde org nampak aqela sedang merenung tiket bas tu dengan penuh kagum sebab beli sendiri. dah la mahal. isk3, kalo hilang atau x jadi balik, mahu aku menangis jugak. hehe.. masih excited ni.. :D nanti tido, tgk lagi tiket tu. hehe. cepat cepat sabtu dtg! :)

oh, yeah. ada ceramah agama kat dewan makan. tp aqela x pergi. penat la lepas kelas yg lewat habis nie. gi mkn jap ngan natrah. pastu terserempak husna + nadhrah. tp semasa lalu dewan mkn, nampak jejaka idaman yg telah melukakan hati ku khusyuk mendengar ceramah agama tersebut. tetapi apa yg perlu ku kisah.. nak bagi ayat ni ar lain kali 'ada aku kesah?' kat dier. but kena ada reaksi muka yg cunnn.. antonasi suara jua perlu ada. kena wat suara yg bengang + hati terluka. oooh, now i felt the mood for DAVID ARCHULETA song which is, A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU. hehe. ooh something like 'tanpamu hidup ku x mengerti.' ayat dr lagu TANPA.
aaargh, aqela menjadi jiwang! haha. pls lempang qiqi again & again! but not with kompang pls. oops, kwn2 dier jugak ahli kompang. sila lempang TETTTTS untuk akak aqela yg cun sgt ni~ haha until qiqi wake up in a new world. if bangun cam the Matrix nye world, is it kinda cool? best! ada neo yg hensem bersama2. haha. dh imaginasi melencong~ tp apa ku kisah, cinta itu perasaan gue. gue punya perasaan. tp sila jadikan qiqi menjadi seorg yg lebih baik ok? cos this kid is definitely make me terrible not worth myself! idiot guy like u shouldnt have a person as good as me. hahaha. perasan.. lalalalala.

ok adios amigos.. will write soon again~!

love qiqi! :)
xoxo

cinta ku~!

2009-04-08T03:21:00.000+08:00

lalalala.
i still have a few assginments left. very lazy already lorh. haha

SAD [DONE]
ISM [ALMOST DONE]
THEORY ORGANIZATION [DONE]
SECURITY [EMPTY-HANDED] hehee. yg ni paling teruks~! *LOL*

however, just presentation is on the way. almost finish! after that, everything will be done. i'm really penat already.. cinta ku kepada assignments hampir habis. haha. hurry hurry friday to come! i want to go back home.. :D

anyway, about 'cinta ku', haha. no sure what to say. what i can definitely say is that I'M TOTALLY OVER HIM~! oh okay la. tak la so totally over la. but have improved already. i think i have been stronger. haha. weird~ but definitely not so gila like i used to be when i saw him. when i actually see him, i don't have those feeling i used to be. u know, the feeling of happy, suka, muka malu2, hati berbunga2, asyik nak senyum sorang2 nye perasaan tu. alaah perasaan tu la.. haha. dah tak ada dah. quite surprising i was quite over him agak cepat. basically over yg frust menonggeng teruk last week. haha. last week, u should not see me! seriously muka penyek. hahaha. mata lebam ari2. tido lambat + nangis. hahaha. mcm panda yg disayangi azri! haha. dah la time tu nak kena submit assignment DS kekasih hati ku yang ke-dua. teehee~ wahahaaha, tp sgt rindu nak cakap ngan dier masa before everything like this happens. i felt happy at the time~ because i felt i had someone to talk to me + give me support. or what i can say someone who listen on a guy side. for girl side, tak payah ckp la. i had so MANY good friends to talk to & be there for me like; wanie hanapiah, natrah, emi, arre, ada, marleni, as well as juniors who are good to me & always listen when i was damn crazy + noisy + nosy like, nadia, azrie, husna, & nadhrah. actually kan, i think i really fall hard for him. oleh itu, last week sgt frust menonggeng! tak tahu la mana betul, but i have promised myself to be more fast & furious later on. haha. have u heard of 'cinta itu buta!'. haha ok ok. that phrase xde kena mengena. haha. below is what i got from a website. pretty much inspiring~ :D suka.. walaupun kekadang doa jugak, kalo2 dier kepunyaanku! hahahaha. melampau kan. but yeah, moving on now!! will have to..

i do not want to be a stupid person who just wait & see whats gonna happen. life is what about waiting and see~! we have to make it happen. though i am a bit slow in this, i know i need to work it out. though sometimes i felt like life is unfair to me, i know i was the one who make my life this way sometimes. eventhough i may look desperate and hunger for the love of my life, i know i can life by myslef at the moment. I'm not that stupid to waste my life like that! :) life is what it is. haha. cinta mari kepadaku~! ku memerlukan mu. haha. sengal aqela~!

oh saturday ni nak balik kampung in johor bahru. me need to be going and visit my relatives before the exams start. go go! during the classes, i didnt have the time to go back and visit them. so i make myself free for a while during study week for them~! i miss them dearly and even missed my lovely cuzen wedding at Singapore~! sorry Kak Liza! i didn't manage to come to ur wedding, but i will definitely go and visit u next week ok Kak Liza! :) akan akan datang~! can't wait. haha. anyone yg ingin pesan apa2, sila bgtau qiqi ok. :D akan try belikan barang2 utkmu.

ok, will drop by soon! adios.. daaaa~

love qiqi... :D

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nO TiTle :)

2009-04-04T01:30:00.000+08:00

lalalala.. arinie dh submit DS and dh present security yg pairing tu. tinggal assignment OT, security and SAD as well as ISM. :) presentation lg. aduyai. x abis sgt lagi. penat kan! tp sebab nak release tensen, td gi tgk mlm juara2. ok la. x berapa best sgt~! certain stuff je best cam boria n nyanyian. tarian tu best jugak. selebihnye x best.

apa lagi nk ckp? aqela sedang bosan. sila tolong! hahaha. maybe nak gi tgk movie dlm laptop ni. ada byk sgt movie sampai x leh nak tgk. :) daaa see ya later.

S.T,R.E.S.S

2009-04-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

wahhh, sudah kul 3.4o pg tepat. masih x tido lagi. haha. sedang membuat assignment DATA STRUCTURE yang amat disayangi org ramai~ sgt 'best' subject nie! sampai rasa nak hug and kisses a.k.a XOXO. haha. seyesly sangat sayang! :D adess penat la wat. coding yang memeningkan! :p report pun pening~! sok kena submit before 12pm. after 12pm, will not considered right? hekhek. this sem is quite tough & serious. *LOL* how did i manage my time? :P

right after wat sikit DS report & coding, aqela membuat slide Security Control title; partial distributed IDS control. Tp sebab x faham title, aqela membuat IDS control dengan sesuka hati. hah padan muka~! kena wat sorg2. biaq padan hang! hahaha. sebab dh mabuk assignment. sapa suh wat camnie? lewat-lewat.. padan muka sebijik.

ok then life must go on~ aqela menghadapi saat2 getir jugak hari ni. rasa nak marah & menangis lagi. aku teramat sedih kerana terlepas pandang sesuatu. tetapi oleh kerana nasihat dari kawan ku seorang bernama waaz. hehe.. waaz budak baik telah memberi sokongan padu. haha. selepas memberitahu hampir segala nye, aqela telah merasa sedikit lega. at least tak la rasa beban sgt. dier tak la ckp byk2. tp dier mendengar serba-sedikit, dh kira ok la. sebab ada org mendengar. kadang-kadang terasa kebodohan sendiri kenapa macam nie. kenapa aqela x leh menjadi tabah macam orang lain? haha. surely i think if i said this in public, people will definitely scold me one. i mean, saying i'm stupid for a thing that wasn't exactly mine. what u think? stupid right? therefore dun be like me.. duffus~ emo terlebih.. anyway, itu satu kes. ada lagi satu kes, which i won't really write here. man, i was so damn angry with this specific person. buat2 x paham pulak kita marah dier. angin je~ entah la. dier wat x paham ke, dier wat bodoh ke, saje2. isk3 pening!

huuhuuu perlu out and membuat slide lg! daaa~

love qiqi~! :D

F.L.U

2009-04-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

hari ni hari yg x best. tak tahu dapat flu dari mana, but since yesterday dh batuk2. ingat x serius, tp malam semlm tak boleh tido. seriusly asyik bangun + batuk2 + demam sikit. pagi ni pula, batuk teruk, flu jugak. semasa quiz SAD pula, hidung dh meleleh. haha. adoi. tak disangka sgt teruk. time petang dah ok sikit. mlm sakit balik. sedih nye~ muka aqela sudah pucat + batuk2 x berhenti + demam dtg balik. [AWAY SLEEPING] :D

ronda2 amik slip exam~ :D

2009-03-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

genap pukul 4, saya telah keluar untuk menunggu bas. gara2 nak check yuran dh complete tak kat bendahari. tp kul 430 baru bas dtg. lepas dh naik n sampai kat library. jln2 gi bendahari pulak nak pengesahan yuran dh byr complete and nak gi amik slip. selepas settle, gi beli stationery kat kps! hehe. sebenarnye nak membuang masa. sebab agak boring. padahal, assignment tgh tunggu tu nak suruh buat.

sigh! aqela seyes sgt malas.. assgnmt sgt bantak x siap. present lagi. adoi. hahaha. tp masa tgh nak tunggu bas balik kolej, terserempak ngan nadia n kay. mereka nak gi mid~ baru nak duduk sekali kenal panggil.. mencari2 ku sapa kan yg memanggil. sekali ehh 'lorh korang ke? nak gi mana?'. huhu. mula2 memang sgt malas. sebab tgh pikir asggnmt tunggu kat bilik. sekali dier kata kejap je, so aqela pun on je la. tp mmg kejap, sebab balik kul 630. pergi pun kul 515 kot. tp 5++. tp x beli apa pun. teman beli donut je kot. pastu balik mkn kat dm.

lepas amik mknan kat dm, nampak, husna, azri n nadhrah. so gi duduk mkn ngan dierorg. makan2 dengan syoknye, tp x mkn habis sebab x larat. haha.. lagipun igt nasi lemak, tp mkn ikan la hari ni. x best. hehe

ok aqela is off to assignment~ daaa

Lone Ranger~ do u know what i mean? :P

2009-03-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

DEBUSH~ I think i need to be more strong like the song STRONGER by Britney Spears! these few days have been a bad days. terrible state in the heart! someone helps.. CPR pls! ahaks. CPR for the 'kepatahan hati'. ada x? *LOL* pelik bukan. hee nak gila aku dowh memikirkan benda bodoh ini..

here is the start of the lone ranger moments. the methodology or algorithm. chewahh guna the ayat of assignment now; methdology here:
## the start to perasan him.
## then forgot who he is
## a few months baru sedar balik, pastu tersuka
## admire mcm nak roboh and bagai kan taufan.
## sesi perkenalan. *happy*
## jumpa sebab sem dh bukak *happy bertambah*
## ahah pastu, perkenalan merundum. mcm decreasing chart. u can imagine it right? :)
## keep decreasing the friendship n admiring.
## [NOW] frust menonggeng! hahaha. tp x lah teruk frust. cos i'm not that stupid~

basically something i need to tell him that:
>> dun be too perasan. u think i really NEED u is it? are u mentally disorder? kebudusan la kamu. cam kanak2 ribena. aku kebudak2an pun tak macam kamu. no one need someone like u when u act this week. E.X.T.R.E.M.E.L.Y N.O.T M.A.T.U.R.E! lalala.

well, i'm not mature as well, but yeah i can think well. even more logic dh kamu. muka cam baik. aish.. x baik sungguh berkata begini. tetapi itu adalah realiti. teehee. lalala. tolong perbaiki hati ku sedih leh? tolong lempang aqela pls! :D

in need to be lempang~ bukan kompang eh. lempang! haha.

oh yeah, this is not the full perasaan hati ku ini. this is just the quarter i think. or maybe half. how can i tell everything in here? hati pedih sgt~ *Mata bengkak dh kot semasa menulis blog ini!*

actually if i could have told u in the 1st place, i will. if i have the guts, i will. it is just the way u acted, as well as the way i acted. may looked damn stupid! there when it happens. the stupidity of me to acted the way i acted. *LOL*

daaa..

new blog make new meaning~

2009-01-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps!
yay, finally i managed to created a blog for myself to write everything that occur in my life when i am possibly have time. terasa sedikit excited! haha. pretty much new in here. so, emm its a bit messy around the blog. i don't really know how to managed it yet. oh yeah, ignore the picture of me. pretty awful cos its big. haha. a bit freaky as well i know. but, i'm trying to adjust it sooner or later. :)

anyway, for the past 5 days of CNY holidays, I have been watching 2 movies; which are Inkheart and Red Cliff 1. Both are awesome! Inkheart about family matters and what moral we can get from it. I love it. Its just like Bedtime Stories. I just love Adam Sandler! LOL. haha. anything on him are funny. :) as for Red Cliff 1, if you like action and legend, its good! Pretty much nice and tomorrow i'll be watching the 2nd part of Red Cliff. haha. sounds crazy though. This mean 3 movies in a week! Yikes! too many money spent already! :p But yeah, the 1st Red Cliff was cut half way. you do not know waht really happen to all those character. Therefore you need to watch the 2nd part. And here we are! ready to watch it tomorrow. :D I'm not a big fan, but since i watched the the 1st one, i need to watch the 2nd one.

Skip to next week, class going to start on Tuesday since its going to be a public holiday on Monday. Nice holiday, but I somehow can't wait class to wait because I am definitely bored to death at home. Doing nothing except sleeping! haha. Oh yeah, as well as watching lotsa movies.
Supposedly to do assignment, however was delayed. haha. though there isn't anything that should be delay. if keep delay, i'm going to have a lots works and trouble. haha. sigh! project coming nearer as well. so, lotsa works and fun! :D

anyway, will be updating soon! :)

love qiqi

aqela's diaries

an entry after a long break :)

::Study Week for Semester 2::

on track!

i'm so dumb!

u make ur own path. ^^V

mistake of mine! :)

award from farah nadz~! haha

final exam coming up...

ayat-ayat cinta mengaburi mata!

Ayat-ayat Cinta - Sebuah Puisi

pratonton DONE~!

damn! i miss u~

damn it! my laptop~

nasyid nasyid!

Happy CNY!

kecewa

finally~!

aim? not really. :)

2010!

this is what i felt for myself~!

post-Christmas~!

*away and happy without lame stuff*

away and far away. =)

when ur heart is broken

when boredom + low self esteem rule u life~

Jacob! Jacob Black! ILOVEYOU~~ haha

based on a blog.. haha

books? think again. :)

when not heal, what would u do?

*take note* i going to marry DS, people~!

selamat hari raya aidiladha~

off to Thailand~!

*Outing~*

i'm suffering~

love is nonsense sometimes~! purf..

is it a hint? :)

*boink boink*

Ko-K No.1 for pameran! i'm happy~

the late SELAMAT HARI RAYA wishes! *haha*

sesuatu melukakan saya~

beep beep

*my ramadhan is so full with loneliness*

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan~

kecik hati!

life harry potter movie. *ahaks*

Harry Potter and me!

i hate my new sem! *LOL* :p

broken heart ke? not me. maybe. [done]

**1st Day**

**new sem coming~! oh no!**

gone baby gone

**5 things** part 1

i'm addicted to 'Boys over Flowers' korean version!

**tired** [DONE] helping my brother + register subject

New earrings, new updates. :P

**tagging from husna** :P

*my shoe on sale*

*i miss someone who i should not have miss*

**B.L.O.O.D.Y M.O.N.D.A.Y** part 1

sweet~! *penat*

penat giler dowh~!

donation drive? oh no~!

bosan~

public void HabisExam() { suka}

otak terlalu mampat~!

perasaan sy yg bongek~

hati ini memanggil kamu~

realize

fly my heart away..

sedikit free~!

at H.O.M.E~

adakah aku gila? suka itu aku punya~

cinta ku~!

nO TiTle :)

S.T,R.E.S.S

F.L.U

ronda2 amik slip exam~ :D

Lone Ranger~ do u know what i mean? :P

new blog make new meaning~

away and happy without lame stuff

take note i going to marry DS, people~!

Outing~

boink boink

the late SELAMAT HARI RAYA wishes! haha

my ramadhan is so full with loneliness

life harry potter movie. ahaks

i hate my new sem! LOL :p

1st Day

new sem coming~! oh no!

5 things part 1

tired [DONE] helping my brother + register subject

tagging from husna :P

my shoe on sale

i miss someone who i should not have miss

B.L.O.O.D.Y M.O.N.D.A.Y part 1

sweet~! penat